Wednesday, January 31, 2007

♥Busy Mode♥

Waaaaaaah...hindi muna ako magbblog-hop cmula bukas. Hindi ko rin muna iuupdate tong blog ko. haaaay...busy-busyhan na naman ako ngaun. Nakakapagod na.

Kahapon, kakatapos lang namin i-tally ung mga data na na-collate. Akala ko tapos na. Pero hindi pa pala. Naalala ko naka-assign pala sa akin ung Data analysis.

SIDETRIP:
Nakakainis ka ma'am ____!!! EPal ka talaga!! Lam mo un...you're getting into my nerves.!!!Sana hindi ka na lng namin naging CI!! Papansin ka!! Mabulok ka na sana!! Grabe ka kung panu mo kami durugin!!nakakainis!!! Ipapaassasinate na kita tandaan mo yan!! Panira ka...ang sarap ibalibag sau lahat ng project namin..sarap ka itulak sa communty sa kalsadang maraming t@e. AMP!!nakakainis!!! Grr!!!

-nakakainis na CI yan. Nawawala pagiging Kristyano namin sau eh. Kasi ba naman kahapon nagdadadakdak siya sa harap namin. Ang hilig mag-compare. Kesyo hindi daw kami lumalapit sa kanya..papansin talaga. Epal. Actually halos lahat ng CIs inis sa kanya..feeler kasi. ewan.

Lintek na Case presentation yan. Kakakita ko pa lng sa book ni Untalan na COPAR, nalula ako. grabe ang daming kelangang ipa-photocopy para maging guide ko sa gagawin ko. haaay. Tapos isa-isa pala ung pagsignify ng mga implications bawat category. Bakit kasi sa akin pa inassign?? Eh hindi naman na ako makatanggi. Tapos kelangan pa daw namin nung CDx (Community Diagnosis tool eklat). Naku. Tapos ung draft ng case presentation namin eh kelangan sa Tuesday na ipasa!! naman...nakaka-pressure naman to!!!

Sa Monday, start na ng Midterm exams. Buti na lng wala ng exam sa RLE. Kung hindi patay-patay na.

waaaaa...patay na ako neto. Duguan pa..paano na??

sa mga nursing students jan na nakapag-case presentation na, HELP naman!!! Tulungan nio po AKO!!!PLS PLS PLS

hay nako, ayaw ko naman maging nega, pero sana lng ano!! AJA na lng para sa akin!! kaya namin to...KAYA ko TO!!!

nga pala, about d2 sa layout, help naman din. ung header paano gagawing pink??hehe..para naman bumagay sa font color..

un lng.

GODBLESS ME!!

Labels: iSchool-buCool, nursing life

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:04 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

♥what a wonderful monday♥

My Gawd. Andito uli ako sa cybermed. Panu ang aga ko pumasok, mga 6:40 ata and2 na ako sa skul..pagakyat ko sa 5th flr, walang tao dun sa rum. Nagtaka na ako. Tapos biglang dumating si drew..sabi nia wala daw klase sa PHC...

sabi na nga eh

for the nth time, hindi na naman ako na-inform.

tsktsktsktsk.

Pero kagabi sabi ng mama ko may tumatawag daw sa akin sa phone. Eh kaso walan naman ako sa bahay kagabi. Cguro c jake un. Ok na din, atleast may nagbalak pa din na iinform (sana)ako. pero ang bottomline pdin ay hindi ko pa rin nalaman na wala pla klase. Ho hum.

Pero ininsert ko din nmn ung sim ko kagabi sun sa fone ni papa. wala naman akong natanggap na sms. ewan. ganun uli, wala na silang pake sakin.

buti na lng may cybermed.

hehe..

ang saya naman. excited pa naman ako pumasok tas wala naman plang klase...maya pang 10:00 ung next class.

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I have my new layout for this month. Dapat sana eh ibabagay ko ung skin since this February is valentine month. Mukha wala naman bahid ng valentine except for the heart na nakalagay sa header...tapos ung theme pala ng header eh mejo shattered eklat..broken pa naman ako ngaun (talaga lng)..gusto ko sana palitan ng pink na font color para mas valentine ung dating..kaso la na ako oras para palitan ung color..next time na lng cguro..hehehe...

un lng

Labels: iSchool-buCool, wasted

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:38 AM

Friday, January 26, 2007

♥uber busy♥

whoa!! kamusta naman un??? Busy-busyhan ako ngaun kahit naman hinde!! Hehehe..Andito ako ngaun sa cybermed, buti na lng at natapos ko na din i-edit ung FNCP (Family Nursing Care Plan) ko, sana wala ng mali..

eh ayaw ko pa umuwi..kaya magbblog muna aku..yahuuu!!!

nga pala..

Happeeee birthday kay Chevy aka Donya Quixote!!

tska advanced happY birthday kay Jonell...

Congrats din sa mga pumasa sa UPCAT!! yehey!!! cla ay sina..: Kevin Utakgago,Mikmik, Rommel, Yna_thewhore, at ung kapatid ni RV na si RR. Sa mga hindi nabanggit, kilala nio naman ang sarili nio..bsta...CONGRATS!!

ok tama na plugs...let's go to the topic.

bakit nga ba ako ganito ka-busy.?? actually di pa naman maxadong busy kasi nagagawan ko pa naman bisitahin mga blog nio..kau lng siguro ung busy???joke..(magparinig daw ba)

Nung tuesday nag-start na kami sa data gathering. Survey eklat. Binalikan namin ung family na dating pinagtanungan namin. buti na lng at isang family lang ang kelangan interbyuhin!! akala kasi namin eh 100 families per section, so lumalabas na 2-3 families ang kelangan isurvey bawat isa!!! yehey!! atleast hindi na kami mahihirapan. so aun. masaya naman ang aming pagbabalik sa brgy. holy spirit!!

Tapos kahapon, sinimulan ko na ung pag-tally ng mga sinurvey. Ung sa grupo ko pa lng. Grabe, ang hirap pala mag-tally. nakakapagod pala!! Kaya pala sinabi ng mga CI namin na madugo daw ung tallying..oh well..atleast tapos na ako sa grupo namin. pGsasama-samahin pa namin ung sa buong section.

Then, ung FNCP naman, Akala ko napakahirap gawin un pala madali lng!! Haha...konting kopya lang sa book tapos yun!! tapos!! hehehe...kaso mahirap din pala gumawa ng care plan lalo na pag wala namang health deficit/health threat/forseeable crisis na makikita sa isang pamilya..nahirapan ako mag-isip. buti na lng naghanap na lng ako ng paraan..hehe..

Ang poproblemahin ko na lng ngaun ay ung sa case presentation. Panu ang daming itinoka sa akin. Imagine, 48 kami sa klase. Tapos tatlong part ung akin. Ung barangay officials ay tapos ko na..bale ang itatype ko na lng eh ung barangay history. Mejo madali na lng un. Ang pinakamahirap sa gagawin ko ay ung data analysis. lintek. bakit kaya un pa ang natapat s akin??haaaaay...Lord i know you will help me...AJA AJA!! Kaya ko to namein!!!

Ay ewan. ganito na ba un?? nararanasan ko na paunti-unti ung hirap sa kolehiyo. kung tutuusin wala pa nga ito sa mga thesis proposals ng ibang students. Ah bsta. Kaya ko ito. Inspired pa naman ako ngaun!! hehehe..actually excited na ako sa battery exam para pag naka-pasa, capping na!!! tapos onting tiis malapit na gumradweyt..tapos board exam..haaaay...iniimagine ko na ngaun ang mangyayari..nawa magkatotoo..basta nakaka-inspire talaga..hahaha!!

Hmm..pahinga na ako dis weekend. i deserve a rest talaga. hehe. gusto ko nga pumunta sa Blog pArteeh kaso asa pa hindi naman ako nagpopromote kaya asa naman talaga makakuha ako ng invite. asa pa para sa e-ticket.

haaaayz...lapit na pala midterm exams. sa feb5 na..waaaaaa...

nagugutom na ako..maya2 uuwi n ako.

Labels: events, iSchool-buCool, nursing life

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:45 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

♥eto ako ngaun♥

weeeee. ngaun alam ko na kung bakit ako sinipon. Panu, nung tuesday, nagpaulan pala kami. Unexpected ung ulan kasi ang taas taas ng araw tapos biglang umulan. Wala din akong dalang payong nun, sa kadahilanan na din na dala ko ung CHN bag kasi nagreturn demo kami. Ung isa kong klasmeyt ung may dalang payong, pambihira. tatlo kami sa iisang payong. kaya aun, nabasa kami. hehe. lagi na lng. tamad din kasi ako magdala ng payong.

thanks kay Jov, naalala ko kung bakit ako nagkasipon.

nga pala. Api bertdey kay RV

ok...enough for that. let's go for the real post.

I'm 18 yrs, 2 months and 21 days of age.

I feel that i've grown up na. Feel ko, antanda ko na..LOL..i mean, matured na cguro ako, though sometimes i act as if I'm still a child. Well, sa totoo lng masarap talaga maging bata. Pero narealize ko na masarap din pala ung maging "mature". Hehe. Kailan lng naman ako nag-18, parang feeling ko nun super mature na ako. Pero di naman ganun maxado. Thinking that i'm in the "legal" age, pero un nga, parang bata padin ako. Pero as time pass by, nakakapansin na ako ng mga changes sa akin. Nakakabigla pero ganun talaga. lahat tau dumadaan sa ganung stage. All is about change (tama ka hana).

Simulan natin d2 sa aming bahay. Mas madalas na ako mamalagi sa loob ng bahay unlike dati, lakwatsera ako. Mas nagugustuhan ko nang gumawa ng mga household chores. I used to it na kasi. Di katulad dati pag inuutusan eh nagdadabog pa. Ngaun may pagkukusa na ako.

Napansin ko din na hindi ko na pala nasasagot ung mga parents ko. Good for me. dati kasi napakasamang bata ko, nagagawa kong sagutin ung mga parents ko. I know its not good. Ngaun?? Hindi na. Cguro part na din ng pagiging matured is ung how we get along with our parents. Nagiging parang normal na din ung pakikitungo sa kanila, kasi parang kabarkada na lng natin ung mga parents natin. I'm glad kasi hindi na kami maxadong sakit sa ulo sa mga parents namin. *klap*klap*

Sa school naman, sumobra na naman ung pagka-quiet type ko. Aun. Patay na bata sa tabi. Mas pipiliin ko pang mag-take ng nap kesa makipag-tsismisan sa mga kaklase. Pati sa corrideor tahimik na din, aba!! dapat lng. Nakakahiya kung parang bata ang asal na nagwawala..hehehe...Nakikinig na din ako sa mga prof (except sa Literature). Hindi na din ako maxadong nagpapabaya, i mean, nag-aaral na ako (aba himala!!). Pero hindi naman ako maxadong GC. Nakakagulat nga eh. Minsan tatanungin ko sarili ko na "ako ba 2?" and at the brighter side, iisipin ko na lng na "xempre college na eh!!". Pero nung PE time, asal bata ako..xempre masarap sariwain ang mga times na tau ay naglalaro..weeee...

Sa mga friends, nakakatuwa kasi hindi ko akalain na nakakapag-bigay ako ng mga payo in a mature way. Minsan nabibigla ako sa sarili ko, nasasabi ko ung mga bagay na hindi ko akalain na lalabas sa aking bibig. Di tulad dati, sobrang noob ako. Tameme pag ung friend ay namomroblema. Ngaun hindi na. At sa mga friends ko na mas bata sa akin, i act as "ATE" to them. Nakakagaan pala ng loob pag nakakapag-bigay ako ng advices na nakakatulong sa kanila... (ismayl)

Sa mga problems na naeencounter ko, i realized na madali ko na naoovercome ang lahat. Unlike before, hirap na hirap ako mag-cope up sa mga problems ko. Dati, inuumaga na ako at na-iinsomnia kakaisip sa mga problems kahit na ung mababaw lng. Ngaun di na. tinutulugan ko na lng xa!LOL. I mean, i became more optimistic on things. Sabi nga ng friend ko na si Jam, "think postive!!lam mo naman, macho tau..haha". Ung pinaka-major problem na naencounter ko eh iniyakan ko lng (ok call me sentimental) den after that, wala na. I let it fly away, bahala xa. And at times, I pray.

kaya minsan, when i can't really take it anymore, i say to my big problem that:

"Problem, I have a big GOD"

ayt???!!

and ehem...pagdating sa love...eerr, i admit sa puntong ito hindi ko pa masasabi kung matured na ba ako pagdating dito. heck! wala lang!! ewan ko...hehe...NOOB pa ako pagdating dito. Haaaayz. Dati sabi ko pag nag-18 na ako kelangan meron na (alam nio na un) pero mali pala ako. Kusa naman un dadating. Patience lng kelangan. Kaya ngaun, i don't rush into it. Kahit na naririndi na ako kay Levi na pinipilit na ako sa mga ganung bagay...basta!! Iknow God has a better plan for me. even the best pa nga eh!!...

"Things never turn out exactly the way you planned...growing up happens in a heartbeat. One day you're in diapers, the next you're gone, but the memories of childhood stay with you for the long haul. I remember a time a place, a particular fourth of July, the things that happened in that decade of war and change. I remember a house like a lot of houses, a yard like a lot of yards, on a street like a lot of other streets. I remember how hard it was growing up among people and places I loved. Most of all, I remember how hard it was to leave. And the thing is, after all these years I still look back in wonder."

"All of our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone that makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us."

-------The Wonder Years-----

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eto ako ngaun: naglalayag sa agos ng buhay.

malau-lau na din ang narating ko..pero madami pang pagkakataon. madami pa akong pagdadaanan. alam ko lahat ng ito eh simula palang. lahat talaga tau dumadaan dito. sabi nga nila EVOLUTION of man..joke!!! hahaha...some of these are unexpected. marami talagang nangyayari. I may make a mistake, and i learn. part of growing naman talaga. mas nagiging deep ung perception natin sa mga bagay bagay...sana madala ko to hanggang sa paglaki ko, more challenges na pagdadaanan. I hope i can cope up with those...and i know God will guide me... :)

(ung mga plugs, nxt tym na lng...)

Labels: experiences, memories, random thoughts

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:48 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

♥can't help but fall♥

can't help but fall

-sipon :P

dakakazar. bakid bay sipod ako.???baaaaaaa...mukhang maka muhahaha

anu ba yan, sinisipon ako ngaun. Kanino kaya ako nahawa.??pambihira naman oh, kanina sa skul talagang tumutulo na ung sipon ko. kadiri na kung kadiri...hindi mapigilan. kaya nga can't help but fall eh...haaaaaaay...

Wednesday ngaun. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko, nakakaboring. Panu, logic kasi subject. Nakakantok. Gaya uli ng sinabi ko, ung blackboard lng ang kausap ng ser namin. Ung lesson namin kanina is about OPPOSITION. Haynaku hindi na naman ako nakinig. Tapos nung nag-seatwork nagkokopyahan lng kami ng katabi ko. Nice. Pero kahit naman papaano ay may naiintindihan din ako sa lesson namin. (haha labo noh hindi nakikinig pero may naintindihan...hehe)

Tapos sa STS, nag-graded recitation kami. NICE ulet. Hindi ako nag-aral. Kaninang umaga lang ako nag-scan ng notes. hehehe. wala naman kasi akong pake. Aun. masaya naman ung graded recitation kasi madami din akong natutunan. Tulad ng hindi pala pwede ilagay ung electrode ng ECG sa nipple, 85% sa story ng happy feet ay true, isang geek pala ung nag-ivent ng video games (kasi naman loner kaya aun ginawang kalaro ang video games), tska nbrain drain ng husto c dingel kaya nia binenta ung impensyon nia (water-powered car engine), tska pang-asar ang mga hapon kasi kineclaim nila ung invention of karaoke at madami pang iba...

Katuwa nga ung sakin eh, About ice cream. la naman ako maxado nasabi. hehe. tapos nakita ko pa ung binigay niang score, 17/25. AUs na un hindi naman ako nagaral weh hehehehe...tapos after ko pa nagrecite, sinabihan pa ako ni ser na "kay kumain ka ng maraming ice cream" aba nang-asar pa kitang sinisipon na nga ako!!

haha aun lng. bukas la kami class. tapos friday na naman ulet. English ay este Phil. Lit na naman. pero di bale, magbabadminton naman kami sa PE!!hheehehe

NCAE pala ngaun ng mga fourthyr...sana maka-pasa ang buddy ko. Sa lahat ng fourth yr na nag-take ng NCAE, godbless at nawa makapasa kau!!!

Labels: iSchool-buCool, random thoughts

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:28 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

♥ironic about "thank God its friday"♥

What's ironic about??

Everytime I woke up in the morning of Friday, i have a feeling of laziness; my body feel tired to get up in bed and I'm wishing to go back to sleep. That's my routine every friday since this second semester had started. Haaaaayz...

Why is that so??? Actually, my laziness begins at wednesday and it goes on 'til friday. Knowing that we had our major subjects at Monday and Tuesday, so after that, i feel bored. OUr wednesday schedule wasn't bad at all, only from 7:00am to 10:00am because its our Logic subject (our prof their is oh so boooring, he even talked to the board, at the window and even to the floor). But in Science and technology, it wasnt boring. Then the feeling of boredom goes on and on...we don't even have our classes every thursday.

And then friday came. Gahd. here comes Phil. Lit and PE. A very boring day for the week. I did'nt know why i have this mood...i think its because of our oldie Prof in Phil LIt. She's an old coot. Arrgh..she make our lives completely miserable. She get tantrums. I didnt understand what she is saying. She even teaches us not the Phil. Literature but the whole Literature instead. Isnt that nice?? Our subject is about Phil. Literature but she tackles about Edgar Allan Poe, Anton Chekov etc..haaaayz...i really hate her. Promise.

At PE, i can say its boring everytime we have our lecture. But whenever we have our physical activities, it makes my body alive.

Gee. That's why i hate friday.

A while ago, she (Phil Lit Prof) gave us our prelim exam. Good thing i got 2.25. We got embarassed at her coz she gave low points on our essays. Anyway, we had our lesson then. And as i am saying, we get bored. I just opened my book and daydreamed instead. I used not to catch a glimpse of her face. Naalibadbaran ako pag nakikita ko mukha nia.Boo.

Then we tackled about We Filipinos are Mild Drinkers by Alejandro Roces. She said that, that the story was kind of humorous and shows exaggeration. Kuya Echo, seated at my back then reacted and laughs sarcasticly. Ha-ha-ha. He did that just to make our prof annoyed. HAhahaha...then i started to imitate kuya, and others did it so. Hahahaha again. Since our prof lacks of her sense of hearing, she did'nt reacted with what weve done. But she only got annoyed when he asked my kuya echo what is chasers?? Kuya echo answered "ma'am un ba ung hinahabol?" *evil grin* ...haha. The prof only said that "i'm asking you seriously"..but the class continued to laugh.

Until she dismissed us, still, me and kuya echo laughs sarcasticly. Ha-ha-ha

At PE time, we had our lecture. I did'nt listened to our prof attentively. I even seated at the back corner, having my ears plugged with earphones. Thank you to Rap, my seatmate, who let me borrow his iPod Nano. But actually, i get a chance to participate at the class discussion. I even remembered the year when the basketball was invented.(hehe)...I just participated once in a while, so that my prof would not scold me for not listening to his discussion. hehe again.

haaayz...if only our Lit prof didnt record an attendance for her class, i would rather be absent, take an hours of sleep instead. My day is ruined everytime i go inside the room 209. Friday really sucks.

boom.

Labels: iSchool-buCool, random thoughts, wasted

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:36 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

♥why i blog♥

Yipeeee!!! I'm so happy today!! Know why?? Because a while ago, we had our RLE class. We had our return demo for Bag Technique. And guess what? I got 98% on that return demo!!! Weeee...its almost a perfect score said by my CI. Haha. Only the two of us in our section (me and sol) got that very high grade...i thought i will get a line of seven because almost all of my classmates got low grade. I really did'nt expect this..really. Thank God, He guided me!!! Magandang buena mano to sa yr 2007!!! sana sunod sunod na to!!!hehehehe...

yesterday, someone added me at YM. they were group of students from Miriam college who conducts a study about filipinos who blog. I wondered how they got into my blog and get my Yahoo ID, anyway, So they send me these questions. i answered it because i know it can be a great help for their study.

1.What do you like about blogging?

What I like about blogging is that it is where I can post my rants and raves, there I post what my mind thinks and what I feel. Also, every blogger receives comments from others, share thoughts with each other. I can say that blogging serves as an online journal, where anyone in the network could be updated about you.

2.Do you derive any benefits from blogging? If so, describe them.

I think some of the benefits I gain from blogging is that it serves as an “anger management” where we, bloggers, release our anger through posting a certain blog entry. Also, through the comments of other bloggers, their piece of advice would be a very great help. You can make friends with them too.

3a. What do you usually write about in your blog entries?

I usually write about what had happened to me on that day, or sometimes I write something much like an open letter to someone. Sometimes, as I have said, I write what I feel or about something which bothers my mind, things like that.

3b. What are the reasons behind your discussion of certain topics?

The usual reason is that I just liked to post it. (Anyway it’s my blog, I can write anything that I like to write). And also, for the open letter, I write it because I can’t able to say it to the specific person whom the letter is addressed to. I also open a certain topic or question because I know that anyone from the blog world could help and would give some opinions and advice.

3c. How do you select the topics that you write about?

No, I don’t select topics to write about. It just comes out to my mind.

3d. Do you reveal much of yourself to your readers? If so, in what aspects? (e.g. love life, work, etc.)

Honestly, yes. In such aspects like love and all about my life, I do reveal it to my readers. Actually, I’m more open to others in my blog rather than to my personal life.

4a. What do you usually post among the following?

__x_ Pictures
___ Videos
___ Audio entries

4b. What encourages you to use them?

I post pictures because it gives more emphasis on a certain topic, and sometimes it’s also a way to share your photos

5.What motivates you to post blog entries?

Probably being a frustrated writer motivates me to post some blog entries. And also some of my friends from afar could easily get an updates about me that’s why I blog.

6.What are your thoughts on comments posted by people responding to your blog entries?

I think they appreciated what I have posted because at least they have read it commented on it. And they also share their same experience I have in my post.

7.What are your hobbies and interests?

My hobbies and interests are dancing, blogging (of course), surfing the internet, singing, cooking and texting.

i do have fun answering those questions. Really, we filipinos are fond of blogging because of the raise of technology nowadays. imagine? an online journal?!!!hehe...

Labels: Blogging, nursing life, YM

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:54 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

♥first day of school for 2007♥

Got home from school. Haaaaay. Ngaung araw lang kasi nag-resume ung class namin. Aun. Unang class for the year 2007, walang kwenta naman. Pano, ung first subject namin wala kami prof. Pero dumating ung level coordinator namin para kunin ung attendance at para na din iinform kami na un nga wala ung prof namin at baka mag-make up class na lang. Aus. Mejo nag-aral pa naman ako kc supposedly may quiz kami tapos wala din pala ung prof. Haynaku. Tapos sa next subject which is Health Eco, aun late dumating ung prof. Binigay niya sa amin ung prelim exam namin. I got 55/75. Putek ambaba. Pero aus lang atleast hindi bagsak. Equivalent nun is 2.25, pwede na rin. Ü...aun..Tapos bingay nia lng ung assignment for next week tapos nagpa-activity siya, sort of psychologic test chuva...then, dinismissed din kami agad.

Ngaun lng ako nakarating d2 sa bahay kasi may hinintay pa ung kasama ko dun sa Konna Cafe..aun...tagal din namin dun ah. Haun. Nakakatamad ung first day, sana hindi na lng ako pumasok. Oh well.

Kau???Kamusta ung unang pasok nio sa school for this year???Lagay nio sagot nio sa comments section.. :)

nga pala, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY CONG CONG OINKEEY!!! hehehe....

still fetching comments dun sa last question ko sa previous post.

That's all...bye!!

Labels: events, iSchool-buCool

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:08 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

♥morning blues♥

(Currently listening to: Shout to The Lord II album)

Wheeew..aga aga bayabas ang nilantakan ko..

TSk. this is my first time to post again d2 sa comp namin. OO. After 106 years AYOS NA DIN ANG COMPUTER NAMIN> Actually, nung dec24 and2 na sa bahay ung computer na to, i mean ung cpu pala. pero hindi ako d2 nagiinternet. Pano, ambagal sobra. Kaw ba matitiis mo ba ang 31.2kbps (pinakamataas na) na internet speed?? cguro hinde. Pero ngaun pinagtitiisan ko na lng. Wala naman kc magawa tsaka wala ako pambili ng internet card. Pero plano ata na magpapakabit DAW cla ng DSL...sana matupad.

Nga pala, matanong ko lng, pano kung nasa kalagitnaan ka ng emoness sentiness mood mo at may biglang nag-send sau ng isang txtmsg na ganito:

"Before you fall in love, be sure there's someone there to catch you"

ano??ano magiging reaksyon nio??

[yang msg na ayn ay ipinadala sa akin ng SMART, patuloy daw kasi ako sa pag-load..ngaun ala na ako matatanggap, wala na skin ung cp eh....]

gusto ko na uli mgka-cp

Labels: computer, cp, emo mode, txt

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:25 AM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

♥new layout♥

BAGONG TAON....BAGONG LAYOUT!!!

sa wakas!! after 4653 years (weh OA na), nakapagpalit na din ako ng layie ko. Ngaun lng kc ako sinipag gumawa, since naaus na din 2ng pc namin pero mabagal padin ang internet...

sa tingin ko, ito ata ang pang-14th template na nagamit ko. Panu, dati ang sipag ko magpalit ng template, halos every two months ata. Ngaun tinamad na..hehehe..

I hope mag-enjoy kau d2 sa new-look na bahay ko..hehe

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Kamusta ba ang new year ko?

Ako?? Mejo ok. Ayan, mejo na naman..tsk tsk tsk. Magaling magaling magaling. Lagi na lng ganyan.

Bisperas ng new year, ako'y naging busy sa pagluluto ng carbonara at pagprito ng siomai at hotdog. Tapos nun nagpaka-sasa sa TXT. Ktxt ko nun si adbot. Eh di ang saya ko na naman!! Dami napagusapan, dami na-reveal na pasabog na tsismis. Pinagusapan namin ung taong tinukoy ko sa dec24 post.

Sabi ko kay J--, "alam mo nagulat talaga ako nung cla pala ni ano, kc biruin mo ah, kung may gf xa, dapat hindi xa nagttxt sa akin ng mga xobrang sweet n msgs tska hindi xa nagtatanong sa akin abt panliligaw" (OO, nagtanong un sa akin kung payag ba ako manligaw xa..saklap noh..). So nagulat si J--...tinanong kung kelan pa un sabi ko matagal na, sinabi ko din na hindi ako pumayag, ano ako utot?? tska hindi naman seryoso ung guy na un eh...tska nga dba kuya lng turing ko sakanya. screw him. Grabe. Gulat na gulat ang adbot. tsk.tsk.

Kinaumagahan, ang ktxt ko naman ay si guy dun sa dec24 post. malinaw na skin ang lahat. Hindi nia sineryoso ung naging gf nia. Malamang sa txt lng nmn un. Aun nag-txt txt. parang walang nangyari, tska di naman nia alam. Kasi kahit nagcnungaling xa sa akin, pinatawad ko pa rin. Kahit kay Jov ko lng nalaman lahat, auz lng. Kahit na siya na ang nagsabi skin na "walang lihiman"..haay..martyr ako eh...wala naman mangyayari kung aawayin ko pa xa.

Tapos, may bigla xang tinanong sa akin:

"Paano kung ligawan kita, magagalit ka ba?Ikakahiya mo ba ako?Kakalimutan?Isusumbong mo ba ako??...blah blah

Xempre sagot ko, hindi ako magagalit. Pero cnabi ko dn na hindi ako papayag na manligaw xa.

ANO NA NAMAN BA ITO??Parang nung kinagabihan lng eh pinagusapan namin ni jov ung tungkol sa panliligaw nia sa akin dati tapos nangyari uli???

Naasar ako eh. Kung kelan naman nagdesisyon na ako tapos bigla xa aarangkada?? Parang gusto ko sa kanya sabihin na "ooops..late ka na!!". Haaaay...bakit ganun?? KUNG KELAN INALIS MO NA XA SA PUSO MO SAKA SIYA DUMARATING???

Azar. Pangalawang beses na to. Sabi ng iba, anjan na pinakawalan ko pa, sayang daw ang pagkakataon..pagkakataon???ano un?? Matapos ko ipangako sa sarili ko na hindi ko na papasukin ang taong iyon tapos pagbibigyan ko??hindi ako hibang noh..

Pasenxa na..ma-PRIDE kc akong tao. hindi ko na maalis tong ugali na toh...

Buti na lng sa bandang huli, na-realize nia na dapat hindi na lng daw nia ako tinanong ng ganun. Kc wala naman daw xa karapatang manligaw. Tska wala naman daw ako gusto sa kanya (naku kung alam nia lng).

But i have decided na. Mas masaya ung relationship namin as magkapatid kesa mag-bf.

Tama nga xa..mukhag mahirap na maibalik ang pananaw ko sa love. haaay...

usapang love talaga..walang katapusan!

parang ang panget tuloy ng umpisa ng new yr sa akin. Haaay..sana hanggang dun n lng un. How i wish maganda ung mangyayari sa akin dis year 2007. haaay..bahala na c Lord!!

Labels: emo mode, events, jov_adbot, love, txt

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:29 PM