Monday, July 31, 2006

♥haaay..♥

I woke up at about 5:00 am and went straight in front of our PC. Heck. Now, It's 7am..i almost worked for two hours for my Philosophy Report (hail you edmund husserl). Haaay Salamat at tapos n din ako!!! Now I'm done with it..and I'm going to print those later at the comp shop near FCM.

So what about now?? Nothing.

I don't think of anything to post about. My mood doesn't allow me to do so. Damn. Maybe I'm confused again, as always. I can't understand what's happening to me nowadays. Effect: Mixed EMo. I feel like I'm crazy. Nakaka-bagtit n tlga.

Masaya ako tapos biglang malulungkot.
Maingay ako tapos bigla na lng ako tatahimik.
Biglang tulala sa isang tabi. Magpapaka-patay na bata.
Tapos biglang ngingiti..
oh dba baliw na ako??Or sadyang MOODY lng ako na tao??
ewan. MALAY KO. Hindi ko alam.

I need to find myself again. Seriously.

Pg nssktan ako,mdli kong gawin ay humanap ng kausap, makipag-biruan, kulitan, tawanan!Dhil sa pagitan ng mga halakhak, wlang mkkpansin ng......mata kong umiiyak.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:45 AM

Friday, July 28, 2006

♥yehey♥

Sana
Shamrock
Captain Barbell Theme Song

Langit na muli
Sa sandaling makita ang kislap ng iyong ngiti
May pag-asa kaya?
Kung aking sasabihin
Ang laman ng damdamin

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika’y aking isipin
Wala na yatang magagawa
Sana’y hindi ipagkait sa ‘kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko
Upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin
At aking pagsinta

Pinapangarap ka
Tinatanaw sa ulap
Ang iyong mga mata
Dinarasal kita
Hinihiling na sana ay lagi kang masaya

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika’y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa
Sana’y hindi ipagkait sa ‘kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko
Upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin
At aking pagsinta

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika’y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa
Sana’y hindi ipagkait sa ‘kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko
Upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin
At aking pagsinta

********************
ngeee....mushy!wala lng.....go captain gargle!!! weeeeeeeeeeee...

KAEKLATAN...ulit..

TO ALL THE GIRLS OUT THERE...cnong guy ang pipiliin mo??is it?

1. Mr. Gwapings - mayaman, gwapo, kilala, at higit
sa lahat may wheels. mataas ang confidence nya
na hindi sya mababasted, kaya pag
nabasted..maapektuhan ng husto ang kanyang
EGO. at teyk note, malas mo kung may sour
grape attitude pa yan. pwede nyang sabihing "sus
kala mo kung sinong maganda e pinagtyatyagaan
ko lang naman sya! pwe!"

2. Mr. Quickie - ang type ng manliligaw na kada
magkikita kayo e wala nang alam na sabihin
kundi "kelan mo ba ako sasagutin?" o kaya "i love
you na, ako ba hindi mo pa lab?" kahit na isang
linggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. kung
baga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilis
ang pagsagot mo.

3. Mr. Everything - linya nya ang "sagutin mo lang
ako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magustuhan
mo. kahit ang pa buwan o kaya mundo." tanga ka
na pag nagpauto ka. dahil pag sinagot mo na yan,
makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan.

4. Mr. Stalker - eto yung type ng manliligaw na
pag nagkahiwalay kayo e sisimulan ka sa tanong
na "kumain ka na ba?" pagkasagot mo susundan
pa nya ulit ng tanong "nsan ka ngayon?" "sinong
kasama mo?" "anong ginagawa mo?" at kung anu-
ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mo
kelangan malaman nya.

5. Mr. Take it or leave it - pag binasted mo ang
ganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukas
may nililigawan na sya ulit. at heto pa, hinding
hindi ka na nya papansinin. period.

6. Mr. Salesman - dadaanin ka sa matatamis na
salita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang sya
mas matindi mang-uto. yun bang tipong.."ang
ganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo.." o
kaya "ang kinis kinis mo" o kaya "ang lambot ng
mga kamay mo" at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagot
ka lang.

7. Mr. Good Dog - eto ang nakakatuwang
manliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. taga
bitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. kahit
magmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayo
ng mga barkada mo. napapakitang gilas kung
baga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gaganti
yan.

8. Mr. Anonymous - motto nya ang "action speaks
louder than voice". wala kang kaalam-alam,
nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. e
akala mo mabait lang talaga. hehe!

9. Mr. Second chance - sya ang pinakamasugid
mong manliligaw. kahit 100 tayms mong sabihing
ayaw mo sa kanya at wala na syang pag-asa ang
sasabihin nya parin "Please give me a second
chance"

10. Mr. Romantiko - jologs ang mga paraan nya sa
panliligaw. manghaharana, pakikisamahan mga
barkada mo, liligawan parents mo at laging may
dalang flowers and chocolates tuwing dadalaw.
pero madalas nakakapagpakilig sya ng nililigawan
nya dahil sa kanyang "malinis na hangarin" awww!

>>>>>>>bwahahahaha....ui....asteegin toh..TAMAAN NA ANG MATATAMAAN!!! as if meron..ahahahaha

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:59 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006

♥it's raing (part 2)♥

The title say's it all. And the result of the heavy rain? Boredom.

Good thing my cellphone was with me, boredom is lessen atleast. But, txting really made me confused AGAIN.

. YUP, CONFUSED na naman ako!! lagi nmn eh!!!

Lagi n lng umuulan, parang walang katapusan. Tulad ng paghihirap ko ngaun parang walang humpay.......ULAN by cueshe"

really, the rain made me sad. kc naalala ko xa. tapos c ano nang-aano..ay ewan. Bsta. How i wish they did'nt texted me anymore. Anyway. It's just a plain SMS. Hay. Stupidity again and again. Hay naku irish, tigilan na yang ka-t@ng@han na yan...

Kaso, hindi talaga mawala sa isip ko ung nangyari kahapon. ay ewan. Buti nlng nagtxt sakinsi Kuya elmow, buti nlng at napatawa nia ako kagabi. Hehe

confused talaga ako. sasayaw nlng ako..ganito oh para masaya

survey time nlng!!!ala magawa eh!!

cRusH?

1) may crush ka ba?
- marami..hahaha

2) bat mo siya naging crush?
- ewan ko!!!cno dun???haha

3)saan mo siya nakilala?
- cno ba??cge c ano n lng...nakilala k xa sa _________

4) anong pangalan niya?
- secret

5)gwapo/maganda ba siya?
- OO nmn!!!

6) mabaet ba siya?
- yup..mabait xa lalo n skin..ehehehe

7) nakakatawa?
- OO..grbe...pinatawa nia nga ako kahapon eh!

8) magaling ba siyang mag-gitara?
- d ko sure, pero ang alam ko naggigitara xa!!

9)alam mo ba cell nos. niya?
- yup yup yup...

10) nakakatext mo ba siya?
- NAMAN!!!ktxt ko lng khapon..

11) nakapunta na ba siya sa bahay mo?
- hindi pa...

12) nakapunta ka na ba sa bahay niya?
- how i wish!!

13) nagbabasketball ba siya?
- yan ang di ko alam

14).tumutugtog ba siya ng drums?
- ewan...

15) close mga parents niyo?
- di ko nga kilala parents nia eh parents ko pa kaya!!

16) crush ka niya?
- HOW I WISH

17) nasaktan ka na ba niya?
- ndi ah..ndi nmn bayolente un

18) mahal mo na siya?
- crush p lng...

19)saan siya mahilig?
- sa libro...at computer games..haha alam na!!!

20)anong favorite color nya?
- blue at red!!!

21) nagkausap na kayo?
-oo naman!!

22) ano yung pinakanakakakilig na ginawa
niya?
- ala..d p nia nagagawa un...cguro ung binati nia ako nung one time na nagkita kmi..atleast nakilala pa nia ako.

PAANO KUNG ANG MAHAL MO

1. MAWALA SAYO...
+ eh di ala na..

2. MAMATAY...
+ may he rest in peace..bow!!

3. INAGAW...
+ eh di kawawa ako.

4. NAGMAHAL NG IBA...
+ ala akong magagwa

5. GAGUHIN KA...
+ gaguhan n lng!! joke

6. AYAW NA NYA...
+ n/a

7. NKTA MO KSMA NYA EX NYA
+ wala lng

8. BABALIK SYA SA EX NYA...
+ ala akong pake

9. MLMN MO NA LUV N LUV KA NYA..
+ how i wish

10. KANTAHAN KA NYA...
+ eh di babagyo!!! joke

11. PAKASALAN KA NYA...
+ bsta sa kanya ang gastos aus lng skin!!

12. SINAKTAN KA NYA PHYSICALLY..
+ hindi nia magagawa un.....

13. NKTIA MO SYA KSAMA UNG PINAG
SESELOSAN MO...
+ ala nmn akong pinagseselosan eh

14. NKKIPAG BALIKAN SAYO..
+ as if naman naging kami..

15. PUNTA SYA STATES PRA WORK.
+ hala mukhang ako ata

16. PIC NG EX NYA S WALLET NYA?
+ eh ano ngaun?

17. INIIWASAN KA NIYA?
+ ako ata ung umiiwas sknya

18. LAM BA NG MHAL M N MHAL MO SYA?
+ hinde

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:20 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

♥it's raining..♥

yes. It's raining again.

rain

ansarap tuloy matulog.. =)

supposedly, my focus right now must be on Philosophy book and IT powerpoint lecture. Shoot me. I must be studying right now, but what am i doin?? I'm infront of our comp's monitor and stil manages to post an entry..HAHA.

oh well, that's life. Hindi pa kc gumagana ung adrenaline ko para mag-aral. Kainis kc eh. Bkit pa kc hindi n lng kmi pumasok nung thursday at nag-exam nlng ng IT and philo. Sayang..eh di sana hindi na ako namomroblema sa exam na yan. Hay.

Probably, i'll wake up tomorrow by 4:00 am to study..anyway, studying at that point of time will be very relaxing, knowing that my brain was then "fresh" at all (ehem, ganun talaga pag bagong gising, fresh pa ang utak..madaling ma-aabsorb ang irereview) and also, studying at that time will be very good for me knowing the fact that the environment is very quiet. (you'll get my point, tulog pa ang mga tao pag madaling-araw). Hehe.

Updates...updates...

recaps pala...ahahaha

Thursday (july 13)
Class suspended because of bagyong florita (d q sure ah).Good for me and to my brother because our exam for that day was cancelled. Hehe. Buddy JC also visited me at that day...Aun..kwentuhan lng..Anlabo nga eh kc xa hindi nia alam na suspended ang class..ahehehe..poor buddy!!

FRiday (july 14)
Classes resumed. And of course, exams resumed also. Kaso ka-t@ng@han ko..wooohooo..maling akala....akala ko IT and philo ang exams nmin..un pala RLE at PHC!! my goodness, buti nlng tinxt ako ni rovy...hahay..kaso ang masaklap jan, huli na ang lahat nang malaman ko un!!so..ang nasabi ko na lng ay..

"hindi na lng ako mag-aaral. shoot that fundamentals of nursing na pakakapal-kapal. Magdadasal n lng ako. Ave Maria."

Aun. Hindi ko na lng binasa ung book namin. Bahala na. buti n lng ung exam sa RLE ay situational at multiple choice type - in short: NADALIAN AKO..NADALIAN AKO SA PANGHUHULA!!! Yahoo....

Pero in fairness ha, hindi ako nangamote sa exam. Thank You LORD!!!

After RLE exams, we went to Jollibee and ate our lunch.

BUT!! i have something to share about our experience sa loob ng jabi..pero maya na muna yan..

nxt is PHC..and as usual madali lang din xa..parang nag-quiz lng kmi..heheh

JOLLIBEE-rainy day season-experience..

One of their crew had got our attention(ui, hindi xa wafu tulad ng iniisip nio)Why? Because, he's so scandalous..err what i mean is, the way he cleaned the table, spoons and fork fell out of places, the way he slammed the trays at the counter..in short he made noise which really got everyone's attention. anyhow, we still continued what we are doing.

(intro plng yan..eto na ang malupet)

Tapos na kumain cla ianne, clims and jc. Bale ako two more spoons to eat and im done.
Clims:(at the said crew) Kuya, paligpit nmn ng kinainan namin
Crew: maya na, kumakain pa kasama nio eh
Clims: Ganun?
Me: kaw kuya ha, mapamahiin ka pala..hehe
Crew: (no comment, umalis at nagligpit ng ibang kinainan)

after i finished eating, that crew sensed that all of us had finished eating but he did'nt did any action. Aba! pakiramdaman na to!!

hala...minutes had passed, ala parin..hindi na kami nakatiis, kami na ang nagligpit ng kinainan namin. Mag-aaral p kc kmi eh..

Me: kainis xa ah..bkit kaya ang sungit nia. mali ung gnagawa nia ah!! kung ako lng ang manager d2 pinatalsik ko na yan.
Clims: cguro binreak xa ng gf nia kaya ganun..

dahil walang magawa, sumulat sa tissue ng isang note si clims...

para mas malinaw, e2 ung nakasulat:

SUNGIT MO
cguro binreak ka ng gf mo noh?? wag mo nmn dalhin yang kasungitan mo sa trabaho mo..
smile naman jan..
para sau ang iced tea ko..ayan ha tinirhan pa kita aheehe..

haha...how i wish nabasa nia ung note. Talagang pinagtitripan kmi nung crew nia un. At!! nalaman pa namin ang pangalan nia!! aun..xa din pinagtripan din nmin..loko xa. Ang feeling talaga..Papansin xa grbe

KAYA kayo, kung mapadpad man kayo sa Jollibee regalado, at may nakita kaung JEMEL na crew...naku...punch his face..ahahaha...

e2 xa oh..

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I think i will end up this post here. Marami pa akong gustong i-post eh..kaso sa susunod na lng un... hehe...

ang onti ng comments ko. Pero tenkyu parin sa na-co-comment sa posts ko.

PLUGS to:
Danlen, Danniel

that's all..
ciao

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:26 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

♥survey madness na naman♥

1. Anu bang pinakaunang tinitignan mu satao?
-- face...

2. Anu prefer mu matangkad o maliit?
-- bsta mas matangkad skin..aus na un..

3. Anu sa kulay ng hair nya?
-- neon pink...hahahaha

4. sa Eyes, Chinita/chinito o Korean oothers?
-- korean...weeeeee..

5. May braces o wala?
-- wala

6. Maputi, Moreno/morena, Black,Mestizo/Mestiza?
-- mOReno

7. Cute o Gwapo/Maganda?
- cute..para mukhang aso...jejejeje

8. Jolly o Seryoso?
-- mix of both..ahehehe

9. Mabait o Pasaway?
-- mavait na pasaway

10. Singer o Guitarist o Dancer?
-- lahat....weeeee

------------Seryoso naman!--------

11. Describe mu ang hanap mu sa isanggirlor boy..
-- talented pero humble, mabait, tahimik pero may sense of humor, god-fearing, accepts me as i am..aun....bsta....ung hindi traydor at mahilig mang-istir...TRUE person

12. Love at First sight o Love at 2nd timearound?
-- wala

13. Kelan mu balak magpakasal?
-- saka na un...ahehehe

14. Kung Ikaw papipiliin gusto mu syangmkasama forever?
-- cno???c ano ba...hmm...

15. Alam mung mahal ka nya o hindi?
-- ewan....di ko nga kilala tinutukoy mo eh

16. If he/she realizes n hindi ka nya mhal,still in love w/ him/her?
-- ewan..wala nga nagmamahal sakin...nye drama

17. Panu pag may nagmamahal syo dimuman lang pinapansin?
-- uy...kawawa nmn...sorry kung ganun...manhid lng po talaga ako

18. Magmamahal kaprin ba?
-- hindi nawawala yan...

19. Masaya kaba dhil sa knya?
-- dhil kanino?????ahay anlabo

20. Last question, sinu ba sya?
-- ha????ankulet ala nga...di ko pa xa nami-meet...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:47 PM

♥weee...♥

weee.. anlakas ng ulan..waaaahh...bagyo na ata toh..

we don't have classes today. So no exams for today.

Boo me. Dapat nag-aaral ako ngaun para sa exams bukas and sa friday. Haha. Andito keia ako sa shop kc hindi ako maka-internet sa haybol!!! waaphhhakk...kaazar...nag-send uli kc ako nung file sa IT....waaaaahh....

gudlak n lng tlga sakin bukas.

wooohoo...randomness agen and agen...

i must be studying right now!! oh no....

last night, i've been txting to my chatfriend, Jolas. gamit ko ung phone ni papa (globe xe eh)..aun...la lng...na miss ko lng xa...weeee

waahh..gusto ko nang matapos ung exams para magamit ko na ung cellphone ko!! hindi ko kc un nilowdan eh...ahahaha...ang galeng ko talaga kc na-disiplina ko ung sarili ko....weeee...atska naka-tipid din ako kc ala akong ginagastos na load dis week...weee..

nonsense na naman..

ahay...

hanggang ngaun hindi pa rin ako makapag-blog hop ng maaus..so mga co-bloggers ko jan, hintay lng kayo at mabibisita ko na din ang inyong bloggy...ok?/

un lng..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:18 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

♥randomness♥

i'm here now at a net cafe..paano, hindi ako maka-upload sa bahay ng file na isesend ko sa mga classmates ko...kc nmn c sir talaga...ahay...ampness ka sir ignacio.

kanina pala nagstart na ung prelims namin. Basic Statistics and PE3 this day. Wahahaha. Madali lng ung dalawa. Ung sa stats, muntikan ko malimutan ung SLoven's formula..buti na lng naalala ko!! weee...tapos ung PE essay type lng. aun..

hahay..na-LSS ako ng SANA by shamrock...theme song xa ng Captain Barbell...ing love theme song ha!! aun..kaso ung chorus palang ang alam ko

Sana'y hindi ipagkait sakin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta...

weee...sa mga nakakaalam ng buong lyrics nito, samahan na rin ng gutar chords!!...pa-send naman sa email add ko!!

haha...

mixed emo ako ngaun noh...

my smilies will prove it:

oh db?? mukha na akong bagtit....

whattever..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:17 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

♥oh no..♥

oh no...prelims na nmin sa monday...grabe ambilis naman!!

gudlak n lng skin...

hahay kakatamad mag-post

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:37 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

♥survey thingy agen and agen♥

since i don't have a mood for posting a sensible entry, why not try answering some surveys..again!!!

21 relationship questions:

1) Single, Taken, or Crushin?
single and crushin...hehe

2) Are you happy with it?
yep.....

3) When you meet the right person, do
you fall
fast?
nope.

4) have you ever had your heart broken?
hindi pa, malamang!!!eh di dapat namatay na ko??!!duhh...

5) Do you believe that there are certain
circumstances where cheating is
acceptable?
cheating would never be acceptable..

6) Would you ever take someone back if
they
cheated on you?
trash can't be recycled anymore.

7) Have you talked about marriage with
another
person?
no..

8) Do you want children?
with whom??

9) How many?
i would prefer to have 2 or 3 kids..that's enough

10) Would you consider adoption?
no...but it depends on the situation..

11) If somebody liked you right now, what
will you
say?
nothing.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
i'm actually a "hard-to-get" person, i'm not playing with it..

13) Be honest, do you play the "game"
when you
are dating?
anong game??hmm..magandang laro ang chess pag nagdedate!!hahaha

14) Do you believe love at first sight
exists?
no...crush at first sight is much acceptable

15) Are you romantic?
i don't know....

16) Do you think that you can change
someone?
no...

17) If you could get married anywhere,
money not
an object,where would it be?
(di ko naintindihan ang tanong..)

19) Do you easily give in when you are
fighting?
hmm..sometimes

20) Do you have feelings for someone
right now?
not sure...feeling of infatuation maybe..duhh

Do they know?
no

21) Have you ever wished you could've
had
someone but you messed it up?
I wished of having someone, pero hindi ko naman nakuha..hanggang wish lng, so nothing is messed..I was the one who's messed up!! darnn..

amff....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:37 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

♥close to where you are♥

Close to where you are

Stumbling and falling
Through fail as I can be
I’m rising and running
To be where I can be

Refrain
I know your hand will gently guide me
Cause you will always care
No matter where the road will lead me
I know that you’ll be there

Chorus
So I set my eyes
To finally reach my destiny
Through my lonely nights
Your love will always shine on me
Every path I take
Every step I make
Will lead me closer
Close to where you are
No fumbling and falling
Can take the price from me
I’m rising and flying
To be where I should be

Refrain
I know the wind will gently guide me
To a place I don’t know where
No matter where the road will lead me
I know that you’ll be there

Chorus

Bridge
Through the pain and all the sorrow
Love will guide me through tomorrow

****************************************************************
this song is dedicated to me by my sowmeyt angelo...huwaw!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:39 PM