Tuesday, February 28, 2006

♥ginaganahan mag-post♥

SHAMROCK - Alipin

Di ko man maamin
Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin
Di ko man maisip
Sa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginip

Malabo man ang aking pag-iisip
Sana"y pakinggan mo ang
sigaw nitong damdamin

[Chorus:]
ako"y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
aaminin ko minsan ako"y manhid
sana at iyong nariring sayong yakap ako"y nasasabik...

Ayoko sa iba
Sayo ako ay hindi magsasawa
Ano man ang iyong sabihin
Umasa ka ito ay diringgin
Madalas man na parang aso"t pusa
Giliw sa piling mo ako ay masaya

[Chorus:]
ako"y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
aaminin ko minsan ako"y manhid
sana at iyong nariring sayong yakap ako"y nasasabik...

[Coda:]
Pilit mang abutin ang mga tala
Basta"t sa akin wag kang mawawala

Ako"y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
Aaminin ko minsan ako"y manhid
Sana ay iyong naririnig Sayong yakap ako"y nasasabik
Pagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabi
Malamig man o mainit ang gabi
Nais ko sana iparating na ikaw lamang
Ang siyang aking iibigin

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:01 PM

♥nakaka-frustrate talaga♥

hahayz...nakaka-frustrate talaga!!!ano ba yan??? nu na ba nangyayari skin???

**nakaka-frustrate talaga ung grade ko sa anatomy..lintek...39% pa lng ang nakukuha ko mula pa nung prelim and midterm..need 30+ % para pumasa. Kainis!! panu ko kukunin un eh ung finals namin ay 40%? damn...kulang na lng i-perfect ko ung finals..anlabo!!. HIndi madaling gawin un noh!! arrggghh!!! anong gagawin ko...LORD, pls help me!!!!!!

**isa pa, ang dami naming projects. As in SANDAMUKAL na projects. project sa anatomy, sa filipino, concept paper sa english, documentation sa NSTP, expermental design sa Biology..potek..buhay pa kaya ako??/waaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!WISH ko lng ay pumasa ako para umabot ako ng second yr noh...

**hmm..nu pa ba...ang buddy ko..grabe ang laki ng problema nia ngaun. Family problem un kaya hindi ko na lng sasabihin. Feel ko nga rin pati ako ay problemado din..malamang...kung ano problema nia problema ko na din. Ganun ko kamahal ang buddy ko. Sabi nga nila mukha daw kmi magboyfriend..then sabi nia, "higit pa dun noh!" hay...dahil dun sa problem nia kinailangan nia pumunta sa antipolo, dun daw muna xa titira...and it means..hindi na nmn kmi magkikita!!!!hay!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!! iiwan na nmn nia ako....kaazar!!Besides sa family problem, may iba rin xang problems na pati ako ay nabibigatan na rin...bsta...kailangan ko matulungan ang aking buddy sa abot ng aking makakaya..sana malagpasan nia lahat ng ito..

**etong part na toh, ay ala lng. Wala lng. Di nmn nakaka-frustrate eh. HEhehe...ung mga friends ko gusto na nila ako magka-boyfriend..huwat???ano ba yan???mga friends..wait lng kau jan..darating din ang panahon...hay..kc nmn xa eh...bahala na nga...I NEED SIGNS NOH! ayaw ko magpadalosdalos sa mga magaganap..kailangan step by step ang process...huwaw!!

**si ano..may nararamdaman ako na ewan...bsta..senyales ba ito??wag nmn sana...anlabo nia kc eh..pero hindi ko maintindhan kung bakit parang mahal ko parin xa. Ah ewan!! ewan ko sa kanya..nakakainis nga eh hindi ko rin maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko..minsan naisip ko gusto ko na rin magkaboyfriend pero in a bright side, ayaw ko pa..studies first b4 boys. Sa ngaun sabi ng buddy ko, siya lng daw muna ang boyfriend ko, tapos ako daw girlfriend nia..pero may girlfriend siya ngaun..Labo noh??bsta..nasabi ko nmn eh..higit pa sa magboyfriend ang relasyon nmin.higit pa nga sa magaasawa eh!! (oh wag dumi isip..hindi pa nmin nagagawa ang routine ng isang magasawa hhehehe),...hay..just wait for my prince..pero meron ba??? ASA na lng..

**tapos...i have a new enemy. This enemy of mine was my very good friend BEFORE..as in dati lng!! Hay..wla..sinayang nia lng ang pagkakaibigan at pinagsamahan nmin...but for me, i dont regret it..kasalanan nia eh!! magkalimutan na lng noh!! tama bang tawagin akong "miss" eh meron nmn akong pangalan!!! duhh...then he makes papansin talaga na as in nakakairita na talaga. tapos tama ba nmn akong batiin ng happy valentines..eh ala pa naman..ano un??nangaasar?? kala nia..bakit??sino ba xa sa inaakala nia??? kaazar talaga...i hate him ihate him i hate him i hate him...grrr..

hay..hate lyf..as in lyf suckss...everythin suckss...i'm wasted now..need help...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:36 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

♥no classes today...♥

coup d etat na lng....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!

NO CLASSES TODAY!!!!!

yahoo..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:38 AM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

♥p@k u din kau!!♥

just received a group message at my email.

A few friends told me it wasn't worth takingseriously, but there's this blog entry of an American named Pamiewho went with her friends to a Jollibee in Eagle Rock,Los Angeles, and went out disgusted with the food.

Quotables:Holy shit, y'all. Jollibee."It's like Wendy's took all the goo that comes out oftheir burgers when they're done cooking them, pressedthat down into a mold, froze it in a patty shape, and exported it to the Philippines, where they put it between some bread, put pink sauce on it and sent itback here.

"To each his/her own, right? But not always. Her entryinfuriated a lot of Filipinos and non-Americans and spammed her email and forums with a barrage of responses, ranging from the disgruntled, to thesarcastic, to the violently indignant. Someone went sofar as to say, "Jollibee f*cked your mom and ninemonths later you were born.

"So yes, not a lot of people found her Jollibee "adventure" amusing. Neither did I, so inspite of myfriends, I wrote her my response. I didn't feel itwasn't just about Jollibee's food and/or service. Denigrating a food's culture (even their fastfood) is tantamount to insulting the people. I mean that's justme.

Anyway, everything can be found somewhere here.http://agirlnamedshai.blogspot.com/And oh, the term "ugly American" was hers, not mine.

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so i went to shai's blog.

haha. thanks to shai...tama ka shai...TAMA!!

here's my rants:

**i don't think that all Filipinos think, speak, or behave just like the guy mentioned something Jollibee f*ck*ng ur mom. Yes, honestly speaking, there are "those" who use such languages. Sana walang bastusan. Nakaka-insulto kaya ung cnabi nia, hindi lng sa Jollibee corp, pati na rin sa mga pilipino.

**bout the food, i know everyone has their own "taste", and i respect all your views. But, i don't think those nasty comments the guy had said is not proper, and i think the problem was on him the way he expressed his views, also to his friends.

**alam ko, magugulat talaga sila sa kakainin nila sa Jollibee. Malamang, hindi cla sanay sa ganoong pagkain, but isnt that proper to insult the fastfood in a nasty way?? I bet they know every country's culture, and they must consider and respect those. Pakainin ko kaya sila ng uod gusto nio??

**"It's like Wendy's took all the goo that comes out of their burgers when they're done cooking them, pressed that down into a mold, froze it in a patty shape, and exported it to the Philippines, where they put it between some bread, put pink sauce on it and sent it back here."...ampotek...kakain na nga lng sa jollibee iinsultuhin pa ang pagkain. After all the services which the establishment had offered to them, treated them hospitably and offered them food, tapos ganun lng????shut up ok!!

**Nobody forced them you eat their right??I think it's because of all your curiosities. Kaya itinayo jan sa US ang Jollibee ay dahil iyon ay para sa mga Filipinos na na-hohome-sick na at naghahanap ng filipino food...bkit??san parte ng us makakahanap ng palabok aber??

**ang t^ng@ talaga nun...ung pink sauce na sinasabi nila..it's simply combination of ketchup and mayo...yuck ka jan??

err....i mean, everyone has their own opinions and views on things and everyone respect it. Sana lng ala ng "fuck you" ok??nakakabastos eh...tama wag na lng kau bumalik sa Jollibee...

haha..bad trip cla..nabasa ko nga ung blog entry nung girl eh. If they don't want to be scared of the food, then don't try experimenting on going on fastfood, especially to filipino fastfood chain, like the Jollibee.

wee....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:24 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

♥long time no post♥

Haha. The title says it so. Sorry for the hiatus.

So what's latest 'bout me???

hmm...we got some results of our midterm exams. Again, i flunked my Ana &Physio exam. Got 67/100 in theoretical and 12/22 in practical. Grr. three points na lng pasado na sana ako. Now, I'm praying for a miracle to happen. I need to pass this subject. Ayaw ko naman mag summer noh!!tska san ako pupulutin kung sakaling bumagsak ako sa anatomy??waaahh..kailangan maipasa ko 2...still, there is hope. I wish.

my score in Biology was annoying too. Two more points needed for it to pass. I got 102/130. Grrr..2 points na lng!!!Kakainis talaga!

Now, i hate going to school and study. I'm getting too much occupied. And I need to accomplish these things:

1. Socio report (needed this thursday)
2. Biology Assignment (saturday)
3. Concept paper in english
4. Project in filipino (this would be easy for me)
5. Biology Project- Experimental design (puny3t@ talagang biology, kahit grupo kmi d2 mahirap parin)
6. Documentation in NSTP (madali na lng to since this is a group project)

Hay!!!Hate it! Hate it! Hate it!!!!!

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This is an announcement:

Is there anyone who could buy me a cellphone!! Yes.a brand new one...I really BADLY need IT!!

waahh..kakaazar talaga..buti pa c buddy may cellphone na, ako??/anong petsa na?? wala pa rin!!! Kaazar...tinitiis ko na lng talaga eh!!

Last sunday, again, i borrowed a phone to my tita. I subscribed to Smart 258 to have an unlimited text. Haha. Addik eh...namiss ko talaga ung cel ko...aun..dami ko katxt...c buddy, c JOV, c ano, tas marami pa!!Nakatxt ko nga XA eh. Aun. As usual, inaway ko na nmn xa. Ok lng daw sa kanya hindi nmn daw xa napipikon sakin eh. Actually may email add na xa tska friendster..naku!! marunong na xa mag-internet!! naku pag nagkataon baka matunton at mabsa nia tong blog ko..wag nmn sana...

ok..ala na ako maikwento...ala nmn maxadong exciting na nangyari sakin ej..gusto ko ng adventure...weee...

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:27 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

♥valentines day♥

ok. a one-day gap. But i think its not too late to say..

HAPPY HEARTS DAY TO ALL!!!

so what about it??haha..ala lng. Bsta masaya ako kahapon. Pero ala ako ka-date ha. Corny un. Hehe Joke.

Aun, yesterday after our class, i went to SM North. Magkikita kc kmi ni Buddy eh. Then nagkita na nga kmi..went straight at a studio and have a pic!!ang saya kc first studio pic nmin ni Buddy un..kaming dalawa lang!!I'm so happy talaga!! Kakaloka nga ung ate dun sa studio eh.,.pagkamalan ba nmn kming mag-bf!!!buti na lng cnabi ni buddy na magbestfriend kmi..hayz...then after that we went to World of Fun. We just sang at the Karaoke (dun sa may booth ha..di ako cheap noh). I sang three songs and buddy sang two..haha ala lng..then after that binalikan nmin ung pktyur...haha..ang cute nmen!!! hehe..

SO after our date-kuno sa sm, we went to Angelo's place..we surprised him..hehe Birthday din kc nia eh..so aun c valentyn boy...sumaglit lng kmi dun

anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ANGELO_SOULM8!!!!

aun umalis din kmi kaagad...pumunta ng 7eleven para magsnack..then punta sa bahay nila lanie para magprepeare sa mini-party..nagluto ako ng spag..then wait for the pipol...aun late na dumating cla levi..hay..ala lng corny nga ng party eh kc hindi mdamdamin..nag-pinoy henyo din kmi..then umuwi na ako cla pumunta sa bahay nila geneva...hindi ko na alam ung nangyari...

ho hum....so happy talaga...sana maulit ung nangyari smin ni buddy..hay!!!may balak pa nga kmi magpapicture ulit eh...hehe addik..bsta..masaya valentines ko kahit c buddy lng ang nakasama ko...sana c ano nmn..hehe joke...

--------today------

**nag-daycare kmi..**
**kaka-azar...ang daming nililink skin!!hmpp...una c bor..tas c tim..then c gianne nmn!! ngeeekk...ano kaya un???**
**haha..ang saya kc nilabhan na ni mama ung labahan..hindi na ako ung naglaba!!hehe**

so that's all for now..bye..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:15 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

♥magpakasenti muna taio♥

The reason you never cross my mind is
because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is
because I loveyou.

The reason I don't want you is
because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is
because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is
because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing
to do you anything for you is
because Iwould do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is
because you ARE my life.

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Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit walang kapalit??? naisip mo na ba iyon? kala mo okey lang... pero sobrang hirap...

Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw, hindi ka sigurado sa pag-ibig ng taong mahal na mahal mo... Minsan iniisip mo nalang na pagdating ng tamang panahon magiging maayos din ang lahat... Sana nga!!! Nang hindi ka naman mukhang tanga na umaasa sa wala...

Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na minamahal ka ng taong mahal mo!!! yung tipong kayo na lang sana at hindi ang babaeng nakikita mong kasama nya na masaya at akala ang buong mundo ay kanilang kanila...

Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa nakaraan... yung tipong masaya pa kayo, parang mga batang walang problema... kung meron man parang, against all odds ang settings... pero may nakabitin pa ring tanong... ano kayang nangyari??? pero ang kadalasang kasagutan e:

1. kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa;
2. Nagkamali ako sa kanya;
3. iniwan lang nya ko ;
4. may iba na syang mahal;
5. niloko lang nya ko;
6. Di ako gusto

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:27 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

♥Midterm exams na nmin♥

Yesterday's the start of our midterm exams. We had our English and SOciology exams on that day and it was Damn hard. Yes. I think i'll get a failing score on that subjects. But this morning, we had our Filipino Exams and thank God, it was sooo easy.

Umm..last Friday, i attended Donna's debut at Aberdeen Court, Quezon Ave. The debut was fun and umm..surprising. Yes. that time, i'm surprised because i did'nt expect na kasama ako sa 18 candles. Nagulat talaga ako nun kaya naspeechless me hehe. Aun. Proxy lng ako nun xe dami hindi umatend. But it turned out fine nmn. Almost all wanbee attended. DOTA boys were colpete, except for Ces...they were so funny coz after the program, they danced one two step..hehe kakatuwa. Aun. I arrived home at 12:00mn.

wee..valentines is fast approaching.. ala pa ko date..LOL XD

ok, so that's all for now..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:21 AM