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Wednesday, November 30, 2005



PaGNiLaYaN NTiN ToH!!
Ang Cellphone at ang Bible

Ang cellphone laging hawak ipinapakita,
Ang Bible laging nakatago at ayaw ipakita.

Ang cellphone binibili kahit libo-libong halaga,
Ang Bible ayaw bilhin, kahit isang daan ang halaga.

Ang cellphone laging pinapalitan ng case,
Ang Bible hindi man lang mabilhan ng case.

Ang cellphone ay ayaw magasgasan,
Ang Bible hinahayaang maalikabukan.

Ang cellphone bihirang makaligtaan kung saan iniwan,
Ang Bible madaling makaligtaan kung saan naiwan.

Ang cellphone mahirap ipahiram, baka masira,
Ang Bible madaling ipahiram, kahit mawala.

Ang cellphone laging binabasa kung may bagong message,
Ang Bible hindi binabasa kaya hindi makita ang message.

Ang cellphone message masarap i-share.
Ang Bible verse nakakalimutang i-share.

Ang cellphone pinapakita ang lifestyle ng tao,
Ang Bible nagpapabago ng lifestyle ng tao.

Ang cellphone mabilis maluma,
Ang Bible hindi naluluma.

Ang cellphone message kung minsan ay late,
Ang Bible laging on time ang message.

Ang cellphone kailangan magload para mag-message,
Ang Bible laging fully loaded ang message.

Ang cellphone ay mahalagang gamit ng tao,
pero ang Bible ay mas mahalaga kung gagamitin ng tao.


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:33 PM

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005



have a mood for posting...
Yes. I have this mood now for posting in this blog, even though i'm sleepy. I want to take my afternoon siesta but my mom asked me not to sleep, coz she's the one who will sleep this afternoon...grr..she took my place...I NEED SLEEP!!!So i have no choice but to stay awake...better blog things..hehe =P

Actually, there's nothing new to blog about. Hmm. Let me think...

Ok, we had our Laboratory class in Anatomy and Physiology this day. And we had our first Practical exam, and I flunked! Yes. I got a score of 7/20. Wahehehe. Ang baba. But for me it's ok, i accept the fact that i failed because i did'nt prepared for it, or even scanned my notes this weekend. I just read my book this morning, so nothing to regret about. Because i know, even i study badly for that exam, surely i will not pass it. And also, all of us failed, others even got 1 point, or 2, and 3, and so on..so i'm pretty lucky i got 7.hehe. That exam was a moving exam. We need to name the bone, it's location, and the like. Hey!! ANatomy was not that easy subject i bet you...

So after our exam, we had our oh-so-boring lecture about the muscular system. I'm about to sleep at our lecture because the lesson was so boring, and the room was so cold. I even put my hands near the LCD projector's exhaust fan and use it as a heater!!hehe..la magawa eh, lamig kc noh!

so that's all for today..


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:16 PM

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Sunday, November 27, 2005



thank you
Now, i feel relieved. Thanks to them. No need to mention their names. They're really my true friends. Thanks for telling me and for correcting my wrong attitudes. I'm very touched to what they did to me. It made me realize and know how to change and to be a better person. Thanks for accepting me as I am. I promise them that i'll change for the better. A million thanks to all of you!!!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:23 PM

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Thursday, November 24, 2005



oh com'n....gimme a break!!
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"oh com'n..YOU must give me a break. Let's get this over, ok? There's nothing you can do now. Nothing. I don't want to see you anymore, even a glimpse of you must not be in my sight, or else i'll gonna punch you. Everytime i see you, i feel bad. Damn. Do you think will i ever talk to you again?? hmm..not for now. But for me, i MUST not talk to you and even give you a "hi" everytime we see each other. Let's just think that we were dead. There's no Irish in your life or even there's no ______ in my life. Haha. You're deleted in my mind now. So pls. lng, wag ka na magpakita skin..o kaya kung di mo magawa, TAKPAN MO NA LNG YANG MUKHA MO DUDE!"

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Errm. As if he's reading this. ASA PA. I want to say this to him personally, but i can't. Seeesh. I'ts ok. No one knows that i have feelings for him. Even HIM didn't know about it. Idiot. But i thought he had this feeling for me too. ONLY A THOUGHT, yknow. just a thought. Because he made some paramdams and pahiwatigs to me. So with that, i eventually fall unto him. But thinking on another side of that, i realize that it's not right for me to fall easily. So for me, i want that person to say what he felt for me. and that's another ASA. OMG.

Eh wala nmn talaga eh. So i get irritated to him everytime he texted me, or say something to me those P&P's (paramdam at pahiwatig..get it?). So what i do now is i didin't approach him. I'm mad with him. Not that really mad...because he promised me of a certain thing. Good thing he BROKE his promise. That made me really mad, and it really annoys me everytime i see him. Last saturday, i snob him. Monday, snob him also. He even tap my shoulder when he passed at me, but no reaction was seen to me. Seems like nothing happened. Sometimes he looked at me. ANd everytime i looked at him, i caught him looking at me too. Our eyes met. Damn. I know, he know na hindi ko na xa pinapansin. well, what can i do? Nothing. Because as i have said, he's been deleted in my mind. he's a stranger for me. I want a relief, you know. No more "love" anymore. I guess, time will come for me. I'm still young and i don't regret forgetting him.


*woot*
*woot*
*woot*
*brain deleting ___'s files*
*woot*
*woot*
*files deleted*
*successful*


So, goodbye to him. I thank him for his care, for his smiles, for his laughs, for his sms, for the memories..etc...I ---E you...I HATE you...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:52 PM

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005



weee....

BSN-IB had fun when we had our Anatomy and Physiology class a while ago. Yes. To the fact that this subject was really hard for us -- having hard time memorizing numerous terminologies, still this subject of our course was really enjoyable and interesting enough.


A while ago, in our laboratory time, we were given an oportunity to hold, examine and study the human skeleton...and the skeleton that we used was not a dummy one. It's REAL. yes..the preserved ones. According to my dad, dead bodies of human were prepared by putting it in a pool of formalin for about three months or so...then after that, that body will become a CADAVER...and i think preparation for a cadaver is much like the preparation done for the bones that we used. Wee. The bones that we used has an awful smell, really made us think that all of those bones that we used was REAL...Hehe...
at first, my classmates prayed for the bones because they're frightened that baka multuhin sila nun or whattever. Me? hehe...im just cracked some jokes and i even said that "Ikaw ba yan uncle???matagal ka na nming hinahanap???" hehe ^_^...So studying for that specimens was fun...i'm amused to those bones. Ang galing talaga...ang saya pala pag nag-anatomy noh?? But the sad part is, our prof told us that we were not be able to use cadavers, only those medicine students are able to use them..err...those.. (uu nga pla patay na pla un mga un noh)Hmmpph...i thought we will be able to meet the cadavers this sem but my expectations turned to nah...wala...sayang..goodbye cadavers..


*gusto ko talaga makakita ng cadavers, kahit tingin lng*

pakamatay ka na lng kaya??? tas gawin kitang cadaver, pageexperimentuhan kita ..hehe^^


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:20 PM

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Sunday, November 20, 2005



tired
this is a non-sense post. Yeah. And i am really really tired. I want rest. Yes, REST. Even though i had slept for about 11 hours (waw ang haba nun ah!) last night, or should i say last midnight, still i need to sleep more.

hmm..kanina pala, pag-uwi nila mama galing sa Holy Cross (nakipaglibing kasi sila), isang ka-gimbal-gimbal na salubong ang sinabi nila sakin (O.A. ba?) Bigla ba nmn kc sinabi sakin na: "ay sayang di ka sumama samin kanina, nakita nmin c Popsy!" ah di sabi ko: "eh ano nmn ngaun?? siya lng nmn un ah!!". Grabe, nakalimutan pa nila ung pangalan ni balong, at nakiki-popsy na rin cla...aba...anong ibig nila sabihin??

Sa isip-isip ko, "He's out of my life na". Wala ng popsy. Isang "Laro" lng nmn un eh, ung tawagan na Momsy-popsy...pero dahil dyan sa laro na yan, kinarir na nmin un (not in a sense na naging kami noh...actually HINDI KAMI) together with my friends. Momsy na talaga ung tawag sakin nila geneva..di na ako makatanggi eh. Napapalingon talaga ako at nagkakaroon me ng response pag un ung tawag nila skin..hay..nakasanayan na ksi eh...hay!! bahala na nga

so that's all for today. errm...i have'nt yet studied for my ANatomy and Physiology quiz tomorrow. Wish me luck.

ok picture picture...
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at the photo from left to right: Ate Emilyn, Me, Geneva, Kuya Jambo, Kuya Ronald, Joel, Daddy Meong, Ate Dhing, and Ate Iyos ÜÜ
credits to ate dhing...(got this pic to her blog) clickity-click


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:02 PM

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Thursday, November 17, 2005



My Christmas Wishlist
These are my wishlist for this coming christmas...and i think these are only WISHES!! wishes that are'nt made to come true. But oh well, i'm pretty lucky if one of these wishes will come true. WISH me luck..hehe

1. High and acceptable grades this second semester
2. Pass my ANATOMY and PHYSIOLOGY (ayaw ko ng tres, pero ok na din un)
3. Cellphone
4. Pag may cellphone na ako, SUN SIM nmn
5. Flip-flops, tsinelas, whattever
6. New Rubber shoes
7. Clothes (e.g. artwork or spoofs)
8. More Money


Then I really need to save MORE MONEY because I'm planning to buy gifts for my anak-anakan, Dimple, and to my bestest buddy, JC. Also, i also want to buy some freebies for other pips...whew!! 40 days before christmas...a few days for me to save a LOT of money....and another thing!! my brother demands me and my other brother to give or atleast share 1K to him coz he's planning to buy a DVD-player-writer before this year end. Gah! where will i get those money??? seeesh...so as early as now, i talked to my bro and said that i will not be able to give him 1K. Kc nmn noh!! ang hirap hirap na ng buhay ngaun...nagkaroon pa ng EVAT!! xet!

So that's all for now...wish..wish...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:52 PM

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005



welkam bak!!!
waahhh!! welkam bak sa akin!!! it's been a while since i last updated this blog..hmm..for about one week?? weh...addik!!! well that's true...addik na ako.

so latest???
wala nmn maxado.
But I'm happy because of the succesful Open Retreat of Mother Nadine Brown at Meralco Theater nung November12-13. And xempre...successful din ung dance nmin. Thank God. Kahit may mga mali, ok lng. Ano bang malay ng mga tao dun noh?? At least, na-Glorify naman nmin si Lord through our dance. Weee...ang saya talaga.

Happy ako kc sa kahit sandaling time lng ay nakasama namin ang mga taga-SGS. Sila Ate dhing, ate iyos, ate con-con, ate kuchee, tita maritel, ate rose, ate myke, daddy meo, joel, kuya randy, kuya jambo....etc....the people of SGS. Thanks talaga sa company nila. ÜÜ

ok so much for that...

School?? ok lng...nung monday grabe. Dahil nga dun sa event ng SGS, aun. Sobrang inantok tlga ako. To the point na nakaka-tulog na ako sa class namin (pero hindi ko nmn sinisisi ung retreat kung bkit ako inantok)Aun. ngumuya na lng ako ng candy habang nag-didiscuss ung anatomy prof nmin. Tapos nag-paquiz pa xa. Aus. Hindi me prepared!! Pero asteeeg ha kc marami akong nasagot!! cguro dalawa lng mali ko..hehe yabang. Tapos nung NSTP na nmin, aun natulog talaga ako. Buti ginising ako ni sis prec nung uwian na...waw....buti na lng ngaun nabawi ko na ung kulang na tulog ko. Buti nmn.

so thats all for now...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:39 PM

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Thursday, November 10, 2005



survey time!!!
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?



Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
What's" Your Hidden Talent?
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
What's" Your Ideal Relationship?
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?
You are a Believer
You believe in God and your chosen religion.Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..Your convictions are strong and unwavering.You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.
What's" Your Religious Philosophy?


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:59 PM

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hi!! im back!!

waw...grabe nmn kakakain ko lng ng lunch ngaun..waw...grabe ginutom talaga ako sa skul...ang kinain ko ngaung lunch ay 2 pancit canton (lucky me, extra hot) tas kumain pa ako ngaun ng kanin tapos gulay...ang takaw ko talaga..hehe=) ganun talaga walang makakapigil gutom ako eh!!!

so what's now?

im happy nowadays. but not that much. why? kc nabago na ung sched namin. Ung classes nmin every saturday ay hanggang 10 na lng. JOY. Ü ang saya talaga kc maaga na ako makakauwi every saturday.

kaso marami pa rin me problems. Tulad na lng ng sa books. Grabe. Lab manual sa anatomy pa lng ang nabibili ko...bale 5 books pa ang bibilhin ko. Hindi na nga ako bibili ng Anatomy book eh kc ang mahal..worth495 php...o-em-gee..buti na lng meron ako ditong book na mas maganda..colored pa!

tapso problem ko rin ung iba nming prof...nakaka-takyut kc baka nambabagsak sila ng students. wag nmn sana...seeeshh

eto pa ung isa, pinoproblema ko kung paano kami magkikita bukas ni angelo. bahala na c lord.

aun lng nmn...la nmn maxado problem.



*mga kaeklatan ni irish*

sa ngaun?? wala na munang kaeklatan. kc kakalimutan ko na siya. oo. pramis. li-lo muna ako sa lablayp. i'll wait pag 18 na ako or cguro kailangan ko muna gumraduate bago ako magkaroon ng lablayp. hay ano kaya feeling..?? hindi ko pa na-try eh pero wag muna..GC mode muna ako. Mamahalin ko muna ang anatomy, socio, bio, p6, rle..at lahat ng subjects sa aking course..waaaaaaaaaahhh


un lng

ciao!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:19 PM

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005



boring day
listening to: MATA by Mojofly

hmmppf...this day is a boring day. As usual, here i am again in front of our PC. Addik na talaga ako.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to my Dad!!!

Kakainis talaga. Wala lng. Napapangitan kc ako sa bagong sked namin eh. Grr. Kc nmn noh, may saturday classes kami dis sem. Pero ok lng nmn sakin na may pasok ng sabado pero ang talagang kinaiinisan ko ay hanggang 2:00pm ung class nmin. SH*T talaga. tapos may one hour break pa...grr talaga. Biology and Filipino ung subjects namin every saturday. Sana ung wala na lng filipino every saturday sana nilagay na lng nila sa wednesday kc ang class nmin every wednesday ay english lng 7-10 am lng ang oras..grabe...ok lng sana kahit mag-whole day bsta wag lng magkaroon ng classes every saturday. Kakainis talaga. O kaya nmn kahot 12 lng sana ung pasok (pag sabado)...hay!! bahala na nga si Lord sa akin, ito ung gusto nia para sa akin eh wala akong magagawa cguro may better plan Siya kaya may pasok ako ng sabado. Oh well.

Anyways, ang subject namin kanina ay Anatomy and Physiology-Lab. Tapos na-mit na rin ung new prof nmin, si Dr. Michael Capulong, isang surgeon sa FEU-NRMF. Aus naman xa kaso mejo boring xa compared to Doc Valera. Pero o na un bsta hindi strikto di tulad ng prof nila Bhutta sa section A, strict daw prang mangangain ng tao..hekhek. Ang saya nga kanina kc nag-lecture siya, about introduction of anatomy and physiology, ang haba...nakaka-windang talaga ung subject na un...i wish ma-ipasa ko ung subject na un kahit tres lng aus na bsta wag lng ako mag-summer at wag lng bumagsak....

may bad-news pala...hindi na pla kami makakagamit ng CADAVERS dis sem...mga medicine students lng daw ang pwede gumamit nun..sayang...

un lng muna pow...wala na po akong magawa ngaun...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:18 PM

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ang kyut...
for guys out there....note these equations:

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* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:58 PM

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Monday, November 07, 2005



happy new year...errr...
ok...so aun na nga...first day of classes nmin ngaun dis second sem. I hate our school. Our school annoys us so much. Bkit? Kc hanggang ngaun wala pa kaming SCHEDULE!! grr. bulok na sisitema nanaman.

So dahil dun wala akong nagawa kundi ang pumasok ng maaga. Nasa skul na ako kanina mga 6:45am. Aun. Buti na lng naabutan ko ang mga classmates ko. Tapos pag-akyat nmin, sinabi na ng iba pa naming classmates ung sched nmin FOR THIS DAY only. And guess what? sobrang saya talga....grabe...unang putok ng second sem ay talagang nakaka-gulat. [actually di nmn talaga nakakagulat...mejo lng] kc.....ANATOMY ang first subject namin!!! o-em-gee talaga...grabe..so aun nag-hintay kami for 30 minutes den pumunta na ung prof nmin...si DR. Valera...hay!! kalog xa as in, mejo strikto pero gusto ko nga un eh, para naman mawala na ung mga PARASITES sa block nmin...kc ayaw nia daw ung NANGONGOPYA NG LAB MANUAL. Buti nmn. Makatarungan siya in fairness.

So aun..blah blah, 9:00 p lng di-nismiss na kami...so may one hour break pa bago mag-favorite subject..ang NSTP (yuck...eww..favorite??) pero wala si mam nstp kaya i'm so happy...hehehe..

kaso pinalitan ung prof nmin sa anatomy...hmmpp..daya...sayang...

hai...

ka-chat ko ngaun si laurie..la lng..pinaguusapan nmin ung nangyari sa prof nmin...

un lng...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:26 PM

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Thursday, November 03, 2005



the chritstian alphabet poem
_-THE CHRISTIAN ALPHABET POEM-_

A-although things are not perfect
B-because of trial or pain
C-continue in thanksgiving
D-do not begin to blame
E-even when the times are hard
F-fierce winds are bound to blow
G-God is forever able
H-hold on to what you know
I-imagine lyf w/out his love
J-joy would cease to be
K-keep thanking him for all the things
L-love imparts to thee
M-move out of "CAMP COMPLAINING"
N-no weapon that is known
O-on earth can yield the power
P-praise can do alone
Q-quite looking at the future
R-redeem the time at hand
S-start everyday of worship
T-to thank is a command
U-until we see him comming
V-victorious in the sky
W-we'll run the race with grattitude
X-xalting GOD most high
Y-yes, there will be good times and yes some will be bad,
Z-zion waits in glory.. where none are ever sad.!!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:22 AM

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005



blah blah
so what now??haha..nothing...

just want to say thanks to:

People who greet me A HAPPY BIRTHDAY:

Mr. Ryan Relayo (he greet me by giving me a testmonial at friendster)
Angelo Dimanarig (same with sir ryan, happy birthday din gelo!)
Archie Guinto (through YM, thanks chochi bear!!)
Ate Lona (she sent me a friendster message)
Candy (my cousin, she texted me)
Ate Grace (she also texted me)
Jov (texted me also, bagtit k tlga jov!)
JB (sent me an e-card)
Kay and geneva (hmm..they gave me gifts...thanks!)
My friends at YES
SGS family
(ate iyos, ate dhing, ate con2, ate kuchee, ate rose, tita maritel, kuya randy, kuya mio etc...)
Buddy JC
Kevin Punzalan
(thanks dun sa treat m smin sa mcdo)
and many more....

Also, thanks to jayson who visited my blog...

thanks also to www.praize.com
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* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:18 PM

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