Saturday, October 29, 2005
it's my birthday today...
don't just greet me, send me gifts...ok..hehe joke lng...
hay...
happy birthday also to gelo, myra and wilson...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
9:42 AM |
Friday, October 28, 2005
Bkit kaya ganun?
Nasasaktan ako parati pero ano bang karapatan ko para masaktan??
WALA nmn diba??
as-in wala talaga...
Grabe. Ngaun ko lng naramdaman tong feeling na to..ung maranasang masaktan dahil sa isang tao...
ewan ko ba talaga..hindi ko nga lubos na maisip kung bakit ganun na lng ung naramdaman ko sa kanya..kc nmn noh..siya kc eh...ewan.
Baka naman INFATUATED lng ako sa kanya?
Ewan...plagay ko hindi kc kung infatuated lng ako sa kanya, bakit hanggang ngayon eh hindi ko siya magawang i-let go??
iba na to...sy*t!!
icons na lng muna...ang saya...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
1:44 PM |
Last night, i borrowed (again) a cellphone, and texted people again..but unfortunately, few of them replied. They are J.R, Jov and Him (again and again). So then, i only texted them for a while. So sad. Buh-bye unlimited...
Of course i texted him..i told him:
"Kung sakaling hindi na ako maka-reply ibig sabihin tulog na ako or wala na akong gamit na call". Then he replied and said:
"wag ka muna matulog, maaga pa eh!". Ok fine. 10:30pm was so early for him.
addikSo i stopped texting him. Then the cellphone beeps again. It's Jov, a friend from Baguio. He replied to my message. He chose B. Bestfriend. Wow. he wanted me to be his bestfriend..*blush*
Ok so much for that. I'm so sad i can't even texted "him" for a long while. But good for me atleast i can be able to forget him and not to think of him...i wanted him to stay away from my life. Hay!!
si Jov na lng kaya..weee..joke lng...naku baka mabasa to ni armando* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
1:20 PM |
Thursday, October 27, 2005
still..im confused. on what happened last night..err..or should i say last midnight. why is this happening to me? Again and again. Damn. Is it because of "him"?? oh cmon...i think i'm going crazy...crazy over him??gah. T_T
ok..i'll gonna share to you about what happened. Last night, i borrowed my brother's mobile phone-and inserted my own sim card (since i don't have any cellphone yet). Then, i went to the nearest loading store and i bought an e-load worth 30php. satisfied. then i went to my bed and used the phone. AT first, i tried to register to Smart 258 for unlimited text but holy crap!! 258 replied that their registration has a time frame. One can register from maybe 9:00am to 2:00pm (not sure) and 11:00pm to 5:ooam...gah...i checked the time, time was about 10:15pm so i waited for about 45 minutes.........after that span of time, i registered quickly but nothing happens.."message sending failed"..but with patience, i registered. so i smiled because registerng to 258 was really hard...
ok...so i have this unlimited text already...i texted my friends who are smart subscribers...but hell yeah...almost all of them are already in their beds sleeping quietly with their pillows on their heads. but there's two persons who are still awake...it's jena, my ffriend..and HIM..oh noh!!! so me and jena texted for about an hour.
and him??he even mis-called me. so i asked him if he is also registered to 258. And he answered yes. So, i became excited with his answer..i even told him that he must stay awake till morning(hehe exage) coz i'm gonna text him to death.
so we texted...texted...texted...time check: 1:30am....texted...
and sarap talaga pagnaka-unlimited...weeeee.......
so that's what we did...we ended up texting and saying our gudbyes at about 3:00am..
hehe addikWHAT MADE ME CONFUSED?????
what made me confused is about our bonding time through text. He even said that he already missed our "bonding time" because it's been a long time since we talked one-on-one..hmm..for almost one-year gap i think. Our conversation between the two of us really made me CONFUSED.
at first, our conversation was so plain and ordinary. I asked him to open up a topic but he returned it back to me and said that i myself must the one who will open up. ok fine...so being a bored creature at that time...i thinked and thinked what topic will i open up to. so i asked a question but or conversation turned out to be nonsense.
oh before i forget..he texted me this message: "if you were given a chance to choose what kind of person will i ever be to you? a.gf/bf b.bestfriend c. angel d. soulmate and e. enemy...reply your answer, i'll wait.."
so i replied this message: " i dont know eh!"
cguro e. enemy kc dba kaaway kita..blah blah...then he texted again he replied. he said that i'm bad..hahaha..yeah it's true!! im bad to him..hehe*evil grin*
so after an hour, since we don't have any topic to talked about to, i send him back the same msg. then here's how our conversation runs..
him: b. bestfriend kc gusto ko malaman kung paano magmahal, mag-aruga at mag-asikaso ang isang irish...gf pwede na rin joke!(aba may joke pa)
me: wish ko lng
*ang tagal nia magreply...nalobat xe eh*
me: gusto malaman kung paano ako mag-nahal, magaruga at mag-asikaso?malalaman natin yan pag NURSE na ako hehe Ü
him: malamang! iba naman ung pag-alaga sa pasyente at sa di-pasyente diba?
me:biro lng un
me: bilang bestfriend? tanong mo kay buddy jc kung kmusta me bilang besty.
me: mukha ba kming mag-bestfriend?
him: hinde..parang ordinaryo lng
me: w8, may tanong ako, nakikita mo ba sakin na inaalagan at inaasikaso ko si jc?o hinde
him: hinde eh, senxa na ha
me: bkit ano ba ang ginagawa ng mag-bestfriend?
him: hindi ko alam eh kc wala pa akong naging bestfriend pero kung ako un aasikasuhin ko siya noh
me: ok fine
me: talagang di mo un makikita kc hindi ako showy. tska alam mo nmn hindi ko maxado pinakikita ung care ko kay jc kc baka bigyan nila ng malice
him: dpeende nmn un kung paano mo ipinapakita
me: pero ako bilang gf? gusto mo matry? i warn u? kakawawain lng kita
me: ok let's get serious
me: as gf? ewan ko lng..hindi ko pa natatry eh...tska la pa sa isip ko un kc musmos pa ako...cguro pag nag-18 na ako or pag-graduate ko
him: aba..nakakagulat ka nmn!!ngaun lng kita nakausap ng matino..wow!!
me: ganun?hindi pla me matino kausap...well iba na ako ngaun matino na ako kausap ngaun pag matino din ung kausap ko...
me: pero cguro kung magkakaroon ako ng bf, hmm..bahala na..but remember dis: i'll give him TRUST not only love and affection
him: talaga..wow ang swerte nmn niya sana ako na lng un joke
me: puro k nmn joke..baligtad na yata ang mundo ah dati ako ang puro joke ngaun ikaw na..
him: cge na tulog na ako mejo pagod ako eh
me: cge na tulog ka na bka magkasakit ka niyan alam mo nmn kailangan magmpanan mo ang pagiing mambobote mo hehe
me: next time na lng uli sana maulit to..na miss ko na nga ung paguusap natin eh
him: ako din..cge sure bsta may unlimited pa
me:tulog ka na
him: cge gudnyt godbless
me:hindi na gudnyt..gud morning na
me: slip tyt..
hay..im so confused about our conversation...does he really mean those texts to me?? i hate him...
nakakainis siya talaga..ano ba talaga ang nasa isip niya??naguguluhan na ako??.
i'm falling for him na sana di na lng xa nagtext ng ganun
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
12:38 PM |
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
waaahh..
ang bilis talaga ng panahon..parang kailan lng..hmmm...
kanina, galing me sa skul. nagpa-enroll na din ako sa wakas. AUS. Ang saya kc hindi ko na kinailangang pumila pa ng napaka-haba para lng i-assess ung C.O.M ko. AUn. Enrolled na rin ako. Joy =P
Tapos almost complete na rin ung class cards ko. P.E. na lng ung kulang. But i bet hindi ako bagsak dun...baka nga 1.5 nga makuha ko eh..hehe..kc nmn noh 1.75 daw ung pinakamababang grade na binigy ni mr. sancho..oh well
so here's the result
English I- 1.5 <---hmm..expected ko na yan
MAth I- 1.5 <---nagpapakilala..hehe
PE I- wala pa
Chemistry I- 2.00 <---hehe..ok na rin
Psychology I- 2.25 <---accepted ko na to
Filipino I- 2.25 <---hindi ako makapaniwala...
NSTP I- 1.5 <---aba dapat lng kundi mauupakan ko na si mam!!
haha..i'm so happy...wala ako bagsak...busy na ako sa lagay na yan ha..compared to my other classmates na wala nmng ginagawa..actually dapat mataas pa cla sa akin kc nga hindi nmn cla busy di tulad ko na naglilingkod ako kay Lord...hay thank God mataas ung binigay Niya na grade skin...hmm...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
12:08 PM |
Monday, October 24, 2005
wala ako magawa eh..ngaun lng me nagkaroon ng mahabang time for blogging
just plugging
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OCTOBERIANS!!!!
belated happy birthday kila:
OCT 1
Myrene Nacianceno (a classmate at DPS, II-Mangyan)
Princess Patsy (a blockmate at FEU-NRMF, BSN I-B)
OCT 2
Fleurdeliz Berlin Estomo (a classmate at DPS, IV-Amorsolo)
OCT 8
Alpie Ruiz (a friend, lolo..how old are u na??hehe)
*Happy First friendship anniversary to my buddy, JC!!*
OCT 13
Ronald Nunez (oi bakla...wala lng..Ü)
OCT 15
Jan Patrick Benito (a classmate, IV-AMorsolo)
OCT 16
Archie Guinto ( a friend of mine, my "chochi-bear", oi chochi bear magparamdam ka naman..mishu na)
OCT 17
Bea Calaoagan (alagain nmin sa pingkian ville)
OCT 18
Luvy Gina Bautista (anakies ko...thanks sa mala-artistahin pic mo ha)
Liezl Repalda (liezl..la lng..Ü)
OCT 19
Marlina Castillano (my buddy2times, a friend from baguio)
OCT 20
Clarince Eduard Aguilar (kapatid ni kuya mark and janine)
Hally Rose Hebron (a classmate at DPS, from elem to hs)
OCT 22
Ma. Jasmin Rosales (a blockmate at FEU, BSN I-B)
and..
ADVANCED happy birthday to:
OCT 25
Nerissa Osias (a classmate at DPS, III-balagtas and IV-amorsolo)
Kyna Sabrina Lapeciros (a classmate at DPS, III-Balagtas)
Marielle Dolor (a classmate at DPS)
OCT 27
Jolas Arvin LAureles (a chatmATE)
aTE Iyos (tinuturuan nmin ng dance sa SGS)
Sandy Acedera (a friend)
OCT 29
Myrrylyn Chrysanthemum Estomo (a classmate, IV-Amorsolo)
Angelo Dimanarig (a classmate at DPS, IV-amorsolo din)
Wilson Lee-Sheng Fung (a classmate at DPS, III-Balagtas)
and me...ÜÜ
sori sa mga nakalimutan bsta kilala nio na nmn kung sino kayong mga celebrant eh!!!
5 days..before my birthday...lapit na..weeeeeee....
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
4:28 PM |
"There are some people who meet that
somebody
that they can never stop
loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't
expect
you to understand that, or even believe it, but
trust
me, there are some love that don't go away.
And
maybe that makes them crazy, but we should
all be
lucky to end up with that somebody who has a
little of
that insanity. Somebody who never lets go.
Somebody who cherishes you forever."
What hurts...
:: letting go of a person u've just learned to
love
:: reminiscing the good times u shared
together:: shielding ur heart to love somebody
:: trying to hide what u really feel
:: trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall
from ur
eyes
:: loving a person too much
:: giving up someone u never thought of giving
up
:: having the right love at the wrong time:: taking the risk to fall in love again
:: hiding ur relationship from someone else
:: controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a
friend
:: thinking of her/him every waking and sleeping
moment
knowing all the while that she/hr never even
thinks a
single thought of you...
:: letting go, because everytime you see the
person,
you only fall deeper
:: holding back only to find out when it's too
late, you
both felt the
same way, but were only scared to lose each
other
so much that you didn't let the feelings out
:: falling inlove with someone you didnt mean
to fall
inlove with:: finding the perfect guy...with only one prob...
he
doesnt love you...:: helping the one you love court your friend
:: seeing the one you love crying for someone
else
:: the waiting also hurts like hell
:: having to hear "... I've met someone"
:: agreeing to him wish to 'just be friends'.:: asking his freedom back bcoz ' he'd be
happier
with her'
:: asking u to 'forget that everything
happened' and
be 'normal' friends again.
:: hearing that u're treated as a lil sis (ouch!):: sharing his future plans for the girl with you.
:: u stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked
him to.
:: being denied in front of people.
:: telling u lies where he'd been when
actually, he
was with a 'new
friend' or an 'old flame' (whew!)
:: he told u he'd be leaving u to return to his
ex (d
one he left 4 u!)
:: breaking someone's heart
:: fighting for that one thing that would make
you
happy:: that is, holding on to a person who can not
guarantee you her/his
commitment unless he fix himself...then, you
are
left hanging
for the moment...then he says, time will tell...
but
you still decided to hope in him and trust him
:: PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're
dying...
:: PRETENDING to be strong.... and
RECOGNIZING
your weakness
:: lying in bed each night, thinking of that
special
person you can never have...:: being with someone you can't actually love...
:: pretending you don't love a person whom
you
actually love...
:: being in love...:: letting go even if you really don't want to...
having
no right to say you are hurting because it was
your
decision
:: seeing the person you love hurt because of
you...
and not being able to help that person...
:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the
person you love and finding out afterwards
that things
will never be the same again when he/she
doesnt
treat you with the same closeness as before
:: having to face the fact that someone is
capable of
completely
destroying the wall that you have set for
yourself,
leaving you weak and vulnerable
:: admitting that you love someove despite her/his
imperfections
:: finding out that the more you try to hate her/him,
the
more you end up
loving him/her, perhaps even more than before:: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that
led to
your break-up.
grrr....
lahat ng naka-bold ay related skin..
letting HIM go is very hard and it hurts because i have proved that i really LOVE him already. Reminiscing the good times together really hurts me. Titignan ko lng ung isang picture na kasama xa..nasasaktan ako. Kc nung dati, ang close-close nmin, masaya kmi, nakakausap ko pa xa sa phone ng matagal. Tapos ngaun? parang wala lng. Minsan nga hindi ko na xa kinikibo eh. Trying to hide my feelings for him??napakahirap talaga. Mahirap kc sabihin sa kanya eh, bkit ano ba malay ko?my feelings rin ba xa skin??damn. thinking of her/him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that she/he never even thinks a single thought of you...kainis kaya un. ewan ko ba parati ko na xa iniisip. kahit anong gawin ko hindi na xa maalis sa isip ko...i guess i'm just a fool for thinking that he think of me too...nyah..whattever. falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to fall inlove with-waah..ang sakit din nun...hindi ko nmn kc sinasadya na ma-inluv ako sa kanya eh..damn. bkit kaya? cguro para sa akin siya na ang perfect guy for me. Pero...hindi nmn niya ata ako mahal. Ah ewan. I'll just wait. But waiting also hurts like hell. damn. Minsan nmn pag lalapit siya, tatanungin ako kung ok lng ako, xempre ako parang ewan, sasabihin ko na oo ok lng ako but deep inside i'm dying..and its because of him. waahh..sometimes i pretend that i don't love him but it's the other way around. Naalala ko tuloy ung sinabi niya sakin dati nung nagkatabi kmi sabi niya:"pinaglalapit tayo ah" sabi ko..duhh..aun nasaktan yata siya..i'm not sure with him nga hindi ko talaga alam kung mhal ba niya talaga ako or what. pagnagtext na xa, natutunaw ako kahit sa tagal-tagal ng panahon na katext ko xa, tatlong msg p lng ang naibigay niya na nakaka-lovestruck talaga. tapos ung letter nia skin..ung mga moves niya dati..ah ewan..kala ko meron xang feelings skin..swak na sana kmi..kaso malaman-laman ko may nililigawan na pla xa..damn..go away..better to let him go
kaya aun..hanap ako ng ibang prospect..c _________.
kaso, walang kwenta. sayang..buti na lng hindi pa ako maxado na-fall sa kanya kc siya na rin nagsabi na "friends" kmi and he treated me as a lil sis..ouch..
ngaun??wala pa nmn maxado..siya pa rin (the one i pointed out first)pero i want to forget him..waaahh...c ano na lng..pwede kaya..
gee..
seeesh
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
2:33 PM |
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Why people fall in love?
It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it
happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why
some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and
causes, but you will never do anymore that take the life out
of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of
the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body,
love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions
and commonalities that two people share. And just as life
itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the
coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that
cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of
love will come to you in full flower. Take hold of it and
celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we
all share. More often, it will come and take hold of you,
celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happen to young people, they too often try to
grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a
gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of
love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving,
they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather
than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They
want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other
person no longer love them, or try to get their love to change,
thinking that if some small things were different, love would
bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if
they go far away and start a new life, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But
there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they
accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.
You need to know this about love, and accept it. You need to
treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in
love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with
yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't
choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find yourself someone in love with you but you don't
love him back, feel honored that love came and called at your
door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not
take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love
is how you deal with yourself. All our hearts feel the same
pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,
and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor to
assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a
meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All
you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it
comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person
who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it
poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long
without love, they understand love only as a need. They see
their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and
they begin to look at love as something that flows to them
rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as
their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead
become someone who seeks love. They forget that the
secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to
grow only by giving it away.
Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has its time, its
own season, its own reason for coming and going. You
cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can
only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it
comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or
from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and
there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and
always will be a mystery. BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVE
FOR A MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE.
If you keep you heart open, it will come again...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
2:54 AM |
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
seesh...matagal-tagal na ako hindi nakakapag-post d2...hmm..about one week??hehe. nagloloko kc ung blogger eh..ang daya talaga..ewan ko ba kung bakit.
so ano na ba latest??
actually wala nmn kc wala nmn masyadong nagyayari ngaun na exciting.
oo nga pla..
Happy birthday kay:
Liezl Repalda and sa aking anak na si Luvy!!!
then tomorrow...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ate Marlina...buddy2times happy birthday!!!
this is luvy..Ü
hehe
ako din lpit na birthday eh...
sa october 29..
e2
wishlist ko:
wakekeke...asteeg...ang taas ng pangarap...weeeeeee...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
2:50 PM |
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Waaaahh..
Kagabi ginanap ang
"Nurses Night". Sa
Party Central (nearby ABS CBN) ang venue.
hmm...
Para sakin,
sulit ang 450 php na binayad nmin. Bakit?
-->kc
masarap ang pagkain kahit mahaba ang pinila nmin (pero mejo nabitin ako..LOL)
-->
maganda ung venue, malamig, cozy, lalo na pag naka-pwesto ka sa balcony.
-->tatlong band ang tumugtog (
6cyclemind, imago, at hindi sikat na banda.hehe)
-->kakaaliw ung dalawang guest
stand up comedian ng
klownzgrabe...maaga-aga kmi dumating dun sa place. pero aus lng atleast maganda ung nakuha nmin pwesto.
so aun..wala lng...may mga nag-perform pero hindi ko gaanong pinanood kc wala lng. ang kulit nming taga whanbhee kc nililipat-lipat nmin ung table..aun para lng manggulo..=)ang lamig nga dun sa place buti na lng pinahiram ako ni
kuya echo ng jacket nia. ang bait talaga. ayabsyou tol!!
ang kulet talaga nung mga komedyante ng klownz. la lng..may special participation pa nga dun c
joey joshua eh..hay wawa naman minanyak siya ng mga juding..
heheÜÜchuckles chucklestpos astig talaga nung tumugtog na ung
6cyclemind!!!!pero nung time na un nandun na ako sa taas..sa balcony..
ayaw ko kc makigulo sa kanila dun sa dance floor eh..aun..
ANG WAFU NG LEAD VOCALIST NG 6CYCLEMIND!!!hay sayang di ko xa nakita ng malapitan pero aus lng..may pictyur nmn kay ianne eh!!tapos ung
imago nmn...ok lng..mejo na-bore na ako kc puro tugttugan na lng ang nandun..aun nabingi talaga ung tenga ko...pero aus lng atleast napakinggan ko ung
akap ng imago.weeee
aun..nu pa ba??wala lng..bsta sulit na ung 450...
after nun, nagpunta kami sa
Big Brother's House. Tinignan nmin kung lalayas na si
bob sa haus na un...kaso ang tagal eh..pero ok lng..basta nakita ko na ung bahay ni kuya.=))
hay...etong song na ito ay kinanta ng isang banda ng musikahang mediko..wala lng...ang ganda..
Cool Off by Session Roadayoko na munang makita ka..ayoko na munang makasama ka..
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa..
'di na yata tayo masaya..
'di na yata kakayanin pa..
gusto ko munang mapag-isa..
siguro'y ito na nga..
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..ayoko na munang lapitan ka..
ayoko na munang makausap ka..
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa..
'di na tayo magkasundo..
sumisikip na ang ating mundo..
time out muna tayo..
siguro'y ito na nga..
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo..
..tayo talaga
..nanana..nanana..
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
12:43 PM |
Monday, October 10, 2005
Listening to: True Colors by MYMPwaw..
time check: [tingin sa orasan sa wall..mali ang computer clock LOL]
its 2:07 in the morning
aus..addik...
hinhintay ko pa kc ung kapatid ko eh..ang tagal nmn nia umuwi..eh naglaro lng nmn un sa computer shop eh..hala ano na kaya nangyari sa kanya??
aus pala-maginternet pag madaling araw kc last one hour na lng ang natitira sa prepaid card ko..aus..libre pala pag madaling araw mo ginamit ÜÜ
hay..nu pa b sasabihin ko?
nung saturday, oct 8, Graduation ng kapatid ko na si kuya ian. Aus. Dalawa na lng kmi ng isa ko pang kapatid ang pag-aaralin ng aming parents.
Ang saya nga nung sabado kc sumama ako kila mama sa graduation. Aun maaga p lng umalis na kami. Sa PICC ginanap ung grad. Grabe. O-EM-GEE talaga.
Pagdating nmin sa picc, naglakad kmi ng kaunti, tapos pumasok kami sa lobby. WAW. Sa labas ng building, mainit. Pero pagpasok na pagpasok pa lng sa hallway..waw!!(uli) SOBRANG LAMIG!! grabe nanginig talaga ung buong katawan ko sa ginaw ng aircon. Aun buti na lng dala ko ung jacket. Tapos pumasok kmi sa Plenary Hall.
--->Ang solemn ng baccalaureate (tama ba sfelling?) mass. C ate sheila (my future sister-in-law sana)ang commentator ng mass. Ang galing ng LMO choir, lalo na ung nag-Psalm responsorial..da best talaga!! angelic ung boses...seeeshh
--->astig pla ung graduation ng college
--->ung course nila kuya ian (BSBA-CA) ang may pinakamaraming graduates. mga 200 ata cla. kakaboring nga kc ang tagal ng bigayan ng diploma. bandang huli na tinawag ung course nila kuya ian.
--->marami din ang graduates ng BS HRIM. (isang patunay na marami pa rin talagang mayayamang mga pilipino dito sa pinas)
--->ang daming instik, koreano, at bumbay na gumraduate..malamang!! csb un eh..
Grabe...tama talaga ung hinala ko eh...Buti na lng mejo sanay na ako sa mga ganung bagay. At buti na lng hindi ako na-culture shock sa atmospera nung nasa picc kmi. Paano nmn noh!! Lahat ng tao dun may dalang camera...digital pa!! Kmi nga eh ni isa wala. Tapos wla kming cellphone (nalagas na ang cellphone ng aking tatay at kapatid..nada na)Tapos nung umuwi kmi, kmi lng yata ang nag-shuttle, da rest naka-"car" o di kaya naka-taxi...o san ka pa???kmi yata ang pinakamayaman sa lahat ng tao dun!!!LOL..asa...(sarcastic)malamang eh graduation ng CSB un eh!! asahan mo puro mayayaman ang nandun.
Pero di nmn mahalaga ang yaman eh dba? Bkit madadala ba natin un sa langit?? di nmn eh!! Ang mahalaga nakagraduate na ang kapatid ko. Astig nga eh kc hindi siya ung naghahanap ng trabaho kundi siya ang hinahanap ng trabaho...hay swerte talaga..prang ako tuloy gusto ko na rin gumraduate...hayzz..
^____________________^ Big smile na lngÜÜ
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
2:55 AM |
This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause
Chorus:
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love
I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe
Chorus
From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
2:08 AM |
Sunday, October 09, 2005
waahh..
sa wakas!!
Tapos na rin ang first Sem!!!
Nakaraos na din at last!!
Nawa ay maka-pasa ako..
o-em-gee...
sa friday ang release ng course cards nmin...
pray
pray
pray
PRAY it works!!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
10:47 PM |
Monday, October 03, 2005
***pictures***pictures***
this picture was taken last yr...well...pina-scan nmin to sa aming friend na c kevin..aun..ehehe at the picture: 1st row, L-R: Jena, Geneva, Dianne; 2nd row L-R: me, luvy, lanie, charm and kuya jess
hmm...dis picture was taken october 30, 2004 sa mcdo...hmm..nag-celebrate kmi the day after my bday which is october 29 (uyy lapit na). wala ako jan sa pic kc ako ung kumuha niyan...aun ung mga tao jan sabik kay ronald mcdonald..ÜÜ [at the picture from L-R: Buddy Jc, Ate beth, RR(the one who's holding a mcfloat), and lanie]
***and my friends***
***whanbee***
this picture was taken last september at pope pius...nanuood kmi nun ng Without seeing the dawn (ang project nmin sa l*nt*k na filipino). Family pic po yan..hehe...at the picture-->front: Cher Reyes (bagong ampon); Center row L-R: Sol Urbano (anak ni mari na kabit ni mami), Kristine Paroni(meow meow ng familia), Marianne Endriano(mami nmin), Alexis Adriatico (sis-in-law, kay echo), ME, Precious Alcantara (my sis...prinsesa prec2), Venice Cuevas(kapatid ni sol); last row L-R: Jan Jericho Sara(kuya echo ko..da best to xobra!!), Mari Bonnevie (kabit ni mami), Ces Gerard Rillera (uncle tito ko)
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
12:50 AM |
hay...finals na nmin bukas...o-em-gee..hano ba yan??!!?? Hindi pa ako nakakapag-aral as in hindi pa talaga...Hindi pa me naka-GC mode eh...sana sa ginagawa ko na to maka-pasa ako...hay Lord help me...
waw...binigyan ako ng sulat ni ex_popsy/daddy sherwin..hay...ano kaya nakain nia..tpos puro momsy pa ang nakalagay sa letter...sh*t...ano ba to??ano ba nangyayari sa knya???oh well...
wala ako sa mood magsulat ngaun...next week na lng...
Terrified. Mortified. Petrified. Stupefied... by you. ~by John Nash in "A Beautiful Mind"chuckles chuckles...ÜÜ
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
12:40 AM |
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