Sunday, April 02, 2006
im not feeling well today...i'm tired...my body needs rest. also my mind needs it too. Arggh..also my heart (ouch) (ngeee drama na naman??)hay...
we had our practices since wednesday till today (except for thursday) in preparation for the upcoming easter sunday. and also, we had our acting-workshop-kuno yesterday. We will be having a play and will render a dance to promote globe's new simcard (joyful simcard). Aun. We had the "director" in our practices. He's (or should i say she?ah ewan) so strict..and scary..as i remember, he had scolded me two times. haha. ok lng. Ü mas masaklap pa nga ung ginawa niya kay kuya nad tska kay insan janet eh...He shouted them, and even said "puny3t@"..duhh!!! we were so shocked when he said that, with matching microphone pa ha..nasa gawain pa nmn kami!! Gulat na gulat kmi..pati ung choir..hay naku...mga bakla talaga noh..insecured sa kapwa bakla..nyahehehe...but after that incident, we were left there laughing at what he did..we even ipersonated him.."You!!both of you!! Pun........punta ka doon!!!" nyahahaha...ooopss..bwala magmura..
ok tama na yan..Pun...hehe
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ok maglalabas na ako ngaun ng aking hinanakit...walang pakialamanan..blog ko to!!!
ok. im not feeling well today as i have said. i dont understand our situation. Bakit kaya umabot sa ganoong point??ung tipong hindi ako pinansin ni buddy??? hindi ok sakin un,,hindi kasi ako sanay..nabad3p ata skin...or dahil na rin sa mga taong nagsasabi na mukha daw kming mag-bf...ang dami nang bumabantay sa mga galaw namin. Kakaazar. yan tuloy, may nabuong gap between us. 2 centimeters...nyaaa...hay naku..tapos kanina iniisnab niya ako...hindi nia me pinapansin. well ganun ba talaga ang dapat mangyari???layuan ako???hindi nmn yata tama un!!! alam ko, kahit ako din naman ehh alam ko na kailangan dumistansya sa isa't isa dahil baka nga naman kung ano ang isipin ng mga tao...honestly sa kilos plng nmin mukha talaga kmi mag-bf...daig ko pa ung gf ni jc ehh...kahit may gf xa ngaun, mas ako pa ung parati niang kasama...eh anong magagawa ko???hay!!! nakakaazar lng kc...sana lng, wag magpapadala c buddy sa mga cnasabi ng mga friends niya...or bka nmn selos sila??kc inagaw ko c buddy sa knila?? eh kahit dn nmn ako ehh, ung mga anakies kow...nagtampo na rin skin dahil kei buddy...hay bkit kaya ganun???eto na ung kinakatakutan ko ehh...nawa wag naman sumama...
hay
isa pa..
again..im confused...hay!!!..ayaw ko na talaga...sawa na ako..pero bkit ganun...i smell something fishy to him (yay amoy malansa). i wont tell the whole story, baka mabuko ako eh..pero kahapon naglolokohan kc kmi...inaasar kmi ng nagseselos dw ako...nyaa??? pinaglalapit na naman kami...muling ibalik..weee...kaso bigla nia sinabi "akala ko ba meron na xa?" Ano meron na daw akong bf??ala p nga ehh..hay naku ano na naman kaya ang nasa isip nia?? parang nung cnabi nia un tila nasa "state of loss" siya..hindi naman baka haka-haka ko lng un...sana lng..kasi ayaw ko na..i get over him na..tama ba?? kung kmi, kmi..pero kung hindi, hindi...dba????
ay ewan!
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