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Friday, August 04, 2006



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yay!! my hair got curled yesterday..and it was..uhmm..panget?? I did'nt expect that my hair would be still like this - sabog. Since my hair was really a big crap. Always "sabog". Nah.


GEe. I'm procrastinating things again and again.


Things needed to be prioritized:


***My philosophy report(read about the life and works of edmund husserl and all about the f*ckin phenomenology)
***Read The Fundamentals of Nursing (Physical Assessment, Bedmaking..etc..)
***Study chapter 3 and 4 of our Ethics book, plus the 17page handouts all about Abortion and Genetic Engineering
***Advanced Reading for the upcoming MIdterm exams (aug 21-25)
***Finalize the unfinished attendance of our youth ministry (since i'm the secretary)


but lazy me, i'm here in front of our PC doing this blog entry. LOL


I didn't loaded up my cp and even did'nt registered in any unlimited services for me to able to focus on all of those priorities stated above. But still, nothing's happening. Nitatamad p kc ako ehh..hahahahay...

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Why am I being lazy nowadays?? it is because ive been thinking for everything and anything...my mind is being messsed up and Still I'm sad. Eventhough there's several things which made me happy, but overall i'm sad and depressed (am i exaggerating myself?)


Yes I know, everyone deserves to be happy. Why? because i still have HIM.


anong meron ang taong Happy?? It's not ENERGY the answer - just look ABOVE and you'll get it.


As Epiktetus philosophized--- EUDAIMONIA. Meaning, Happiness. How can I establish that eudaimonia??What do you think??


After sending him the email, i thought i've been relieved. But it's not what happened. It even got worst than ever.


oo alam ko ayaw mo ng away.
Lahat nmn cguro kahit cnong tao ayaw nun eh.
Atska inaaway b kita?
Hindi nmn ah!!
Gaya ng cnabi ko, I'm not stupid.
Sasayangin ko ba oras ko sau...
hindi...hinding hindi.
At ngayon, dahil sa nangyari..
parang nagsasawa na rin ako.
Eh anong magagawa ko...wala nmn db?

what went wrong ba?
As far as i know i did'nt done something wrong.
It looks like i'm the one who has done a mistake.
And who's to blame?? it must be YOU
But since you're so dear to me (xempre kapatid kita eh)
I will not get mad at you.
mabait ako eh. LOL<


pero ngaun nakakpagtaka
hindi ka na 2lad ng dati.
Tama nga ako. Sawa ka na skin.

GANUN??MALAY KO??EWAN.HEHE
Those words..short for you
but for me, very meaningful
pero nakakamiss ung mga sinasabi
mo skin n npkhaba...
well cguro pagod ka na rin.
so i'm giving you time to rest.
Pahinga k muna ha! at pti ako ay
mgpphinga rin


Hey you!! Kilala mo sarili mo..
kung alam mong ikaw ang tinutukoy ko,
well, ayan ang para sau!!!
Alang pakialamanan- blog ko to.
I have the right to say something here. Ok?


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I'm not expecting a lot from him now. I hate doing it. But i'll be glad if he would still txt me.


Ho hum. How i wish hindi na lng ako masyadong na-attached sa taong un. ganun pala un? Masakit pala na magkahiwalayan kayo ng loob nung taong sobrang naging attached na sayo..ung taong naging special na sau. Ung taong kahit sa sandaling panahon pa lng kau nagkakilala, naging part na xa kaagad ng buhay mo.


But i'm still hoping that everything would be fine. I believe our friendship would be back to normal...ung gaya ng dati!!


you know that 'TOL...




i wish i would be happy.......the happiest that I can be...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:53 AM

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