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Thursday, November 24, 2005



♥oh com'n....gimme a break!!♥
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"oh com'n..YOU must give me a break. Let's get this over, ok? There's nothing you can do now. Nothing. I don't want to see you anymore, even a glimpse of you must not be in my sight, or else i'll gonna punch you. Everytime i see you, i feel bad. Damn. Do you think will i ever talk to you again?? hmm..not for now. But for me, i MUST not talk to you and even give you a "hi" everytime we see each other. Let's just think that we were dead. There's no Irish in your life or even there's no ______ in my life. Haha. You're deleted in my mind now. So pls. lng, wag ka na magpakita skin..o kaya kung di mo magawa, TAKPAN MO NA LNG YANG MUKHA MO DUDE!"

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Errm. As if he's reading this. ASA PA. I want to say this to him personally, but i can't. Seeesh. I'ts ok. No one knows that i have feelings for him. Even HIM didn't know about it. Idiot. But i thought he had this feeling for me too. ONLY A THOUGHT, yknow. just a thought. Because he made some paramdams and pahiwatigs to me. So with that, i eventually fall unto him. But thinking on another side of that, i realize that it's not right for me to fall easily. So for me, i want that person to say what he felt for me. and that's another ASA. OMG.

Eh wala nmn talaga eh. So i get irritated to him everytime he texted me, or say something to me those P&P's (paramdam at pahiwatig..get it?). So what i do now is i didin't approach him. I'm mad with him. Not that really mad...because he promised me of a certain thing. Good thing he BROKE his promise. That made me really mad, and it really annoys me everytime i see him. Last saturday, i snob him. Monday, snob him also. He even tap my shoulder when he passed at me, but no reaction was seen to me. Seems like nothing happened. Sometimes he looked at me. ANd everytime i looked at him, i caught him looking at me too. Our eyes met. Damn. I know, he know na hindi ko na xa pinapansin. well, what can i do? Nothing. Because as i have said, he's been deleted in my mind. he's a stranger for me. I want a relief, you know. No more "love" anymore. I guess, time will come for me. I'm still young and i don't regret forgetting him.


*woot*
*woot*
*woot*
*brain deleting ___'s files*
*woot*
*woot*
*files deleted*
*successful*


So, goodbye to him. I thank him for his care, for his smiles, for his laughs, for his sms, for the memories..etc...I ---E you...I HATE you...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:52 PM

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